My /submissive Plants..................

                                             
     

                               

                        My submissive plants  have been

                        growing good and you can see

                        that some of the leaves are a

                        brighter green, these are the

                       newer leaves. They drop their

                       leaves and some new ones start

                       near where the older ones dropped.







               




                    I took a closer picture of the top plant to

                   show you that it had started growing from

                   the root of the plant and is now popping

                   through the glass rocks .










                    The rest of my submissive plants are doing really good and growing fine

                                           take a look at them 😊😊😊😊😊😊

               
                                                         This last one is some of the seeds that I

                                         have started from the original fruits. They are

                                         Lemon seeds and Orange seeds, and I did six of each

                                         just to make sure that I hopefully get one or two plants

                                                                            of each .........


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My Submissive Journey............

                                This week my submissive journeys have been so much
                                 happier. I am feeling more like myself again and I enjoy
                                working on my submissive lessons and doing the crafts.

                                One of my lessons this week was discussing and learning
                               all about relationships D/s go through in a Long Distance
                               Relationship. This one was more personal for me and I did
                               learn a few things from it.  Since I was in a long distance
                              relationship for a year and a half.  Sadly to say it ended and
                              cannot be brought back, due to a sudden accident Sir was
                              killed. That was very hard to deal with and take as a
                              submissive that had been under His submission for so long.

                             But now I have a new start and a journey that I am looking
                             forward to traveling on.........


                                          One Door Closes Another One Opens

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My submissive Plants.....

                        This week I have been attending to all of my submissive plants,
                     in making sure that they are watered and as good sunlight as possible.
                     While my area here has been covered in smoke from all of the forest
                     fires and makes it quite hard to see anything two miles away. The
                     poor sun has a harder time shining through all of the smoke for the
                     past two weeks. Saturday finally the smoke was blown out of the
                     area from a cool front and given a small shower of rain, then the
                     sun came out to shine again and the plants loved it...

                              I have gathered some of the seeds from lemons and oranges
                     that I use during the weeks and thinking that maybe I should try to and
                     start some lemons and oranges from the seeds. Well I will try and
                     show you next week if I get them started.........


                                        Here are pictures of my plants below...........

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My submissive journey......

                               My submissive / submission journey for August 3 - 9th
                                                   My reflections of my week

 
                                                                     
                               



                    I have had a busy week with studying
                     all about the submissive code of ethics.

                     Where I drafted up my own code of
                    ethics, in which I learned more of myself

                     This code of ethics that I will use towards
                      my next relationship.










                                                                          during my week I had this one
 day that I  so much fun to do....
 I made myself  some submissive
 stones from the lessons that I have
 been  learning  and also through
 life's lessons. This was a day of
 reflection  that brought happy
 memories and also some sad
 memories.    

                                                                       
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                         

This picture is submissive that is crying

 and this has to do with Dacryphilia.

Dacryphilia is a form of paraphilia in 

which one is aroused by the tears or 

sobbing.

This was quite interesting to research

 and theterm covers all forms of 

pleasure from the tears of others.

 The arousal is achieved when viewing

a person in emotional distress.

                   
                                                     
                                                                         





This was my other research project Dollification......

Dollification the process of evolving, mentally and
physically, into a living doll. Individuals who desire
 this process-as well as those who are in the midst
 of the process or have already achieved an end
result-may be described as " dolls", and most desire
as well to be owned.  The parties involved in
dollification are referred to as "Owner and doll ";
this is comparable to a Master / slave  or  Dom / sub
 relationship.









                                I also learned so many new things this week, but I also took some extra
                   time out so that I may go with some of my girl friends to Tampa Florida and have
                   some fun, adventure and even relaxation. It was a much needed change of events
                   for this submissive to unwind her emotions and start a new . This submissive is
                   now in the process of getting through all the grieving of an relationship that came
                   to an end. It has been long and hard for a few weeks but now with the fun trip,
                   this submissive is moving forwards and onwards..............


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My submissive Plants

                           

                             My one submissive plant that was almost dead, is now thriving

                                         and doing great. I am so pleased and happy to see

                                              it sprouting and growing up again. It makes

                                                          my submissive spirit soar .

It looks so good to be growing again......  😊😊

All of my other submissive plants are doing great and I make

sure that they get the water and sunshine that they need to

grow big and strong.  💚💛💜

These submissive plants are Pineapple plants, started like 

the very last one in the glass below. 

And the bright green leafy one is a Mango plant.

These submissive plants are Sansevieria Trifasciata Laurentii

(also know as a Mother-in-law's Tongue) in the glass vase

and Peperomia Magnoliaefolia Plant 

(also know as a Desert Privet )

This submissive plant is a Saintpaulia Ionantha

( also known as an African Violet )

The is my new submissive Pineapple plant that I started

from the top of an Pineapple that I ate.

It needs to be planted in a planter now that is has sprouted

 many good roots

I enjoy looking after all of my submissive plants and I love

having lots of plants around the house, in the gardens 

and  in the house.

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My submissive Journey

                                      My submissive/ submission journey over this past week

                      has been quite hard dealing with and this submissive is finding it gets

                     a little lonely without a Dominant having control over me and guiding

                    me. I have found it hard in my submission to fully do all of my submissive

                   daily and weekly rituals. Like getting into my kneeling position and calming

                   myself down and finding my submissive mindset throughout all of my grief.

This week I started again in my submissive courses, I figured that they should

help me find my submissive spirit again and help with putting this

submissive back together again, with all the help from my

submissive sisters and the Dominants that I know

who are like mentors for me to turn to 

when I need help and advice.

They are here to help......

They are kind and open.......

So I have been struggling in my submission and now is time

for this submissive to start looking after herself,

by making a new mantra and doing it daily,

by meditating in her kneeling position

and bringing her submissive spirit

back  to the surface open and free.......

In her submission...

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R.I.P.

                                                            REST  IN  PEACE

                                                                   Sir Imran 

                                                     I did all that I could do !!!

                                                    

                                                              I loved you    ❤

                                 You will be missed by this submissive's heart and soul 

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My submissive plants

                              I find this strange that as my relationship with my Dominant ends

                             that one of my submissive plants had dried up and was withering

                             away. Then when I was on longer under His control the little plants

                            decided to sprout some new leaves and is growing again. I tenderly

                            moved it to get better sunlight and gave it some water and this is

                                                            it's results...............

My other plants are doing good and growing to be healthy 

plants and I enjoy all of them ......

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My Submissive Journey............

                                 My Journey 13th June ----- to 7th July, 2017

           Sorry for not always writing or posting something for my wall, it's just been 
      quite hard to focus on my submission............ submitting without a Dominant is
      one of the hardest parts of being a submissive. And it's hard to stay in my 
      submissive  mindset all the time, especially when you're missing your Dominant 
      so much.

              Sitting on the floor, beside Him is one of my greatest comforts, and when His fingers decide to run through my hair, that totally calms  me down, not only outwardly , but also, inwardly. It calms my spirit and mind that I can completely relax and solely concentrate on pleasing my Dominant...........But that calm feeling of His hands and fingers are gone and feel like I'm in a restless state all the time.











This last month I"m learning to be a submissive that
does not have a Dominant to guide me, teach me,
show me their desires and how He would like to be
pleasured by.......


 So I sort of wrote a new Mantra to help me try to stay
somewhat focused with my mind on the things submissive's
should....... practice over and over again all the different
kneeling positions and all the different standing positions too.
Practice only makes perfect. Then there is the art of lowering
gracefully into these positions and gracefully standing back up.



        I have decided to try and keep up with some of my learning and studying more of the
lifestyle and doing some research on certain topics. This past week has been more stressful for
me, with the death of my ex mother-in-law, she will be so very much missed by her devoted
daughter-in-law (me), as I had visited every week with her while she was in the medical care
home, with asking for the past three years to go home to be with the Lord and her partner.
Saturday she will laid to rest in her final resting place and with sorrowful and heartbroken
soul, I will say my final goodbye's with her. She is now in God's loving hands.

         Now comes the hardest part of my journey, to stay positive, even with the depression starting
 to settle in, and then try to  look forward to be able to serve another  Dominant and if that time
every comes. I don't know if there is another Dominant in my future submissive journey .......
He will have to find this sad and lonely submissive because I will not be looking for one 💋


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