My Submissive Journey....

                                                         My Submissive Journey
                                               Week of September 21st to 27th, 2017

                                               These are my thoughts :
                               As a submissive I have become very close to a few of my sister
               submissive's and it has been a trying week for me, as one or two have been
               upset and sad, something is bothering them and I have tried to reach out to
               see if I could help. They are both so sweet and I love them as my own real
               sisters. Social media can be so cruel at times and there is so much negative
               things on it. And it makes it hard for us submissive's to stay focused on our
               submission. I feel that all the sister/brother submissive's by sharing and
               chatting we grow stronger in our submissive submission, and I feel when you
               isolate yourself away from your sister/brother submissive's it's not good or
               healthy. Well that is this submissive's thoughts and feelings ........

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The rest of my week I focused more on my lessons and thinking about

my submission. I studied about Evolution as a submissive and

how much I have grown. Then I had to write out my needs and

wants and even do a craft about them. That was so much

fun to do......take a look at what I made for my

needs and wants craft......

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It has been a very interesting week with the lessons, it was

educational & good for my submission and I recieved

my 4th star.......so proud & I did my 2nd Button . I

have not been doing my star & button pages as

they were intended to be done, but next course

I will do them as I earn the stars and buttons.

So far unsure if I received my 5th star,,,,,,,

I started making a submissive pouting doll, that is always in the 

corner or watching over my submissive plants. I want to

make a set of three and this was my first one......

Say hi to submissive  ** little girl ** . 

Bye for now and hope to see you next week  💋💋💋💋   

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My Submissive Plants ......

                     My submissive plants for this week of September 18th to 24th...

                                  They are look so good and healthy.....take a look 🐦🐦🐦

My Pineapple plants with a Mango plant, 

the bright green one. 🐦

This was the one that I thought died and look at it now

growing and thriving  🐦

My  other Pineapple plant  🐦

My African violet plant 🐦

This Mother's Tongue is out growing it's vase

needs a bigger glass vase 🐦

They look good sitting beside each other with

my  incense holder sitting there 🐦

Oh yes my third and new Pineapple plant it is

so thick and loving the planter 🐦

Remember this one that I had placed outside, because it

just was not doing anything and then decided

it liked it outside in the cooler air.

Well don't they look great

in their new planter. 🐦

The Lemon plants that sprouted from seeds of a lemon    🐦

and yes my poor lonely Orange seedling that made it 

through to sprout..  🐦

Another Mother's Tongue vase and is starting

to shoot some new shoots up  🐦

Now I would like to introduce you to my submissive pouting 

doll that I made during this weekend.  She will pout

over my plants. You will be able to meet

her in my submissive journey  blog

later this week. 🐦

I am proud of my submissive plants and I hope you

enjoyed seeing them thriving. 

Till next week  🐦

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My submissive journey..............

                                 My submissive journey for this past week of
                                 September 14th to 20th.


                This week I chose my submissive color, only when going through
                the colors, I realized that I don't have just one color. I have a few
                colors to my submissive personality and in what I like the best,
                that seems to describe what I'm more into. There are actually
                eighteen colors to being submissive and we are not all the same.
                All of us submissive's male and female are made up of different
                things.

                Here are what my submissive colors are and why I chose them :

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I learned what is was that Dominant's Need From A submissive !!

The Dominant needs His submissive to be Honest -- when a sub isn't clear

about what they are feeling or what they need, the the Master isn't 

going to be able to help. Honesty is imperative so everyone gets

what they want from the relationship.

The Dominant needs His submissive to communicate -- hand in hand

with Honesty is the need for communication. So a submissive

needs to always be willing to talk with their Master on a

regular basis.

The Dominant needs His submissive to learn Her Responsibilities ---

The submissive needs to realize that they do understand what

is expected of them (as agreed upon by both partners). They 

need to take on those responsibilities without being told

and be accountable for them. That means a submissive

must always be responsible and accountable for her actions.

The Dominant needs His submissive to be Patient --  while you are

the Dominant, your submissive needs to be patient with you, as 

you don't always know exactly what to do and when to do it.

A submissive who isn't understanding or patient is one that is not

listening to their Master.

The Dominant needs His submissive to be Understanding and

Sympathetic -- many submissive's struggle with the same issues 

and when overwhelmed with life stressors can lose their

desire to serve. Dominant's also have regular life stressors, so 

an understanding ear and sympathetic hand can go a long

was to helping her Dominant deal with such stress. Even 

Dominant's need a helping hand from time to time.

The Dominant needs His submissive to Learn ---- When a submissive

is coming into a training session, she MUST be willing to learn

from each lesson. The submissive will have off days at times, but

they need to practice and the more a sub focuses on their role,

the more they will retain. This is part of the submissive's

responsibility to learn and retain their training.

The Dominant needs His submissive to learn Discretion --- BDSM is

not illegal or immoral, but that doesn't stop some people in this

world from judging or discriminating against those who practice it.

So the submissive should learn Discretion and if they aren't in

a community that supports BDSM, it is usually safer to keep

details about a Dom/sub relationship private and especially when

they are out and about mingling with the vanilla world.

The Dominant needs His submissive to Trust ---  as time goes on the

submissive needs to be able to let go and trust, if the Dominant 

has shown that they can be trusted. It is just like an vanilla

relationship, you van not have a strong healthy relationship

if there is not trust. So if a sub doesn't trust her Dominant they

are not going to get the most from the relationship and certainly

not the most from the training.

The Dominant needs His submissive to be Sane -- the submissive

must be clear with their Dominant if they have mental health issues.

They need to be clear about their mental state, what they are doing

for it and how it is being managed.

The Dominant needs His submissive to be in the Present ----- a

submissive needs to be able to think about what is happening 

right now and let go of the past. True there are things that a

submissive needs from her Dominant, so a submissive

is able to provide these needs to her Dominant. Don't think

that a Dom/sub relationship is all about the submissive giving

to the Dominant; however that is another topic to discuss later.

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My submissive Star Page

This week I left my 3rd star empty. I'm not sure if I did earn

my 3rd star or not. I was not notified, so I left it blank.

Hopefully today I'll get notification if I earned

my 4th star !!!

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In my submission I have been healing much better with doing

my submissive Mantra in my Kneeling position daily and 

with my New Daily Ritual to reorient myself to my

chosen path of a submissive while I wait patiently

for a time to come under the control of a

New Dominant in my life.

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My Submissive Plants.

                                        My submissive plants for this week 🌷🌷🌷🌷

                              I don't have too much to say about my plants, except that they

                                                      are growing very healthy

                                                         take a look at them !!!

Look the new shoot is finally poking over the top of the vase, by next week

it should be showing itself higher above the top of the vase

and I love the design on the new shoot. 

These are the seedlings from the lemon seeds. I transplanted them into

a bigger planter, so they can grow bigger and stronger.

This poor little seedling is the only one so far the sprouted through the

earth, I transplanted it into a small planter so it can grow.

This was the only orange seed that sprouted.

And then there is this crazy plant that seems to like the outdoors

and the cooler air these days. Yes Fall has started with

cooler days and nights, leaves changing colors

and a light morning dew on the grass

in the mornings.

I will miss the warmth of the summer sun and fall is a nice season too.

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My submissive journey................

                                   My submissive journey from the 7th - 13th September.


                                This week I learned some things about showing off your positions
                        with doing all of my 10 kneeling positions and with my 8 standing
                        positions. I have not been practicing in doing my kneeling and standing
                        positions as I should have been doing. I felt a little out of practice while
                        doing some of them for my lesson this past week and decided I need to do
                        one kneeling and one standing positions everyday for at least 5 minutes
                        each, so that they become second nature for me to do.

In the BDSM culture the art of kneeling before another not only

indicated reverence, respect and submission to another person

it is also a sign of Obedience, Humility and Strength. It depicts

a stature and dynamics to kneel at the feet of your Dominant to

honor their superior position in your life.It can be also empowering

to both sides, to offer oneself to another and indeed to be accepted

is very rewarding. It is how one expresses themselves for inspection

and or adoration or even use.

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I also learned a new command , Hair command.

The submissive stands with her feet flat on the floor and bows gracefully 

at the waist, so that her hair might fall forwards for display, or to be 

shorn, seized, or used for any purpose that the Dominant desires.

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This past week has been a struggle for me in my submission and I've

been struggling with  my depression. I have learned some 

information about my last Sir and I realize now that one of

His other submissive's , that I have never met, seen, or even knew

of before, that someone could hate you so much that they send 

information and pictures of Sir and an accident scene and inform

that Sir was killed,  and you believe that He has been killed

 and now to learn Sir is still alive.

I've never felt this kind of hatred before and it is tearing me apart.

So this week I am really fighting with my submission and depression

and at times it gets hard to focus on my lessons.

I am a proud submissive and proud of myself and who I am....

A submissive 👄👄

I will overcome this somehow and move forwards.

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My Submissive Plants................

                                      All of my submissive plants look so healthy and growing

                           so good that I need to transplant a couple of them into bigger

                           planters so they can grow even bigger and better.  Take a look at

                           how well my submissive plants are doing............  😏😏😏😏

Look at how much the new shoot has grown just about

to touch the top of the vase.  I'm so proud of how

good it is growing.

This plant I placed outside and sort of thought that no

it was not going to root this time. So I put it in a  bucket

and placed it outside and during the week, I got a 

wonderful surprise to see it growing.

It's amazing that it started growing, I guess it likes it

outside the best !!!

Well out of the seedlings for the oranges, sorry to say that

only this little one decided to poke it's head out 

during the week, so I replanted it to a small

planter.

P.S. This seedling came from an orange that is 

grown in South Africa, that I buy here and

they taste good.

These are the 5 lemon seedlings that sprouted and for the 

last couple of weeks been saying they need to be

planted into a bigger pot. So here they are

in a bigger planter and they can all

grow taller and stronger..

I'm a proud submissive  👼👼

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My Submissive Journey......

           This past week had been an exciting one, I finished the Red course and now

                was able to go onto the next course ..... Maroon !!! I feel so proud of

                          myself and I got all six stars throughout the Red course......

This certificate is for doing a Spring Day Extra Task and that was

such a fun day to make these Hama Bead Necklace and I also

made a Magnet one..... take a  look !!!!

This was such an interesting week, I learned how to do the Bunny Dip

for when serving a drink or some food to my Dominant, and

so I don't have a malfunction with my clothing, and maybe with how

little I am wearing, you never know.....

Look forward to my next week of learning.

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