Wednesday, March 22, 2017

My Submissive Journey.............




                                    What makes submission special  !


                      Submission is a very special gift  for a Dominant to receive from His

                      submissive and it is also very special for the submissive, who is giving

                     her submission to her Dominant.

                    Kneeling in front of her Dominant, show Him, her submission to Him !!






For me to submit to my Dominant was hard at first and over time it has

got easier and easier,  now He has my submission again.

I know I am special to my Dominant, not only that He told me, but

also that He chose me.

When \i do kneel before my Dominant, even without Him asking for me

to do it, and when He places His fingers through my hair, I can feel the

love in His touch and caress.


I as His submissive (slave) have become somewhat disrupted in my

happiness and contentment in my submission with my Dominant. He has

decided to bring into our dynamic relationship,  two new submissive's, that

I now have to share with them, my Dominant.. This has caused confusion

for me because I believed and was told that I was special to my Dominant.

So why ? Has He now brought in two new submissive's and in which my

Dominant knew that I don't like to share my Dominant with any other

submissive's, and that I am not a polygamist.

Now that I have gotten a little more used of it and not acting out as

much, trying to get His attention and in letting Him know that I am

not as happy and content as I was before, and we still have our private

times together alone.



The struggle still continues and another element has been added to the

mixture...................

Find Him a new submissive for Him to play with..........

Where does that leave me ????????

I don't feel special anymore.............





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Tuesday, March 21, 2017

My Submissive Journey..........





                                While working through my submissive journey, I learned

                                the eight standing positions and was rewarded with my

                               certificate. I am so proud of myself, and proud for being given 

                               the privilege to learn them. Along with my kneeling positions

                              I practice one of each every day. This helps me to keeping my

                              mindset on my submissiveness and my submission.






I give to Sir I**** flawed as I am,

Being Sir I****'s submissive slave,

what should I do, but tenderly submit.

I will follow Sir I****, if He'll guide

this lost lamb.

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My submissive plants......





                                My plants are growing quite nice as you can see !!

                                Sad to say that I did lose one, just could not survive

                               and grow, it got some kind of plant bug that destroyed

                               the root systems and slowly they wilted and died.......

                               The rest of my plants are doing great and thriving and

                               love the sun shine when it decides to shine and cheer

                               us submissive's all up.......hehehehe 







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Sunday, March 12, 2017

My submissive plants

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                         My submissive plants are doing quite well and thriving !!

                         I look after them as best as I can and water them weekly.



                                                   The pineapple plants are doing good 

                                           growing taller and stronger, they look good.

                                                   The Mango plant, the bright leaf plant

                                           has grown so tall and the leaves are large and

                                           it is so healthy...........




As for the green leaf one in the blue pot, this one

needs to be planted in a bigger planter.



These two are just doing great, they get trimmed

when the planter gets too full.....


As for the two back plants, they did not survive

while I was away and the person watering them

felt so bad, but I told her that it was completely

okay and I had no regrets.

They served their time.......

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Wednesday, March 8, 2017

My Submissive Journey




             


                         In my submissive journey I have learned  the ten

                         basic submissive kneeling positions.

                        

                         




I am a proud submissive to have mastered these different

kneeling positions and received my certificate 



I continue to practice these kneeling positions

every week to stay on top of them so they come

to be a part of my daily submissive journey. 

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