Thursday, September 29, 2016

Yellow Art


White Art


Accepting Punishments

            Accepting punishments is part of being a submissive. Even though we don't really want

to be punished. But in all reality it is going to happen. My Dominant cannot let me get away with

rude or bad behavior and for that punishment will occur.


                                                   
                                              choose which implement for your punishment....


          Yes, we agreed to be the Dominant's submissive, and yes we agreed to His Rules and we

agreed to behave and listen to Him.

          We are still human even though we are His submissive and agreed to His Rules, we still need

to be punished for when we misbehave, or break one of His Rules or cause any turmoil in the

relationship, our misbehavior needs to corrected, so we don't do it again.



                                                                 Be still and listen ........


          Sometimes we test our Dominant's, then when we a get a punishment and we end up not liking

it. Is that right of us as a submissive to do this ??      No, this is not right as a submissive to test her

Dominant, and then if the Dominant for any reason let's it slide, then disorder can happen and can

harm the relationship.

          What do you think about punishments ??

          I know I don't really like punishments, but also do know that they are necessary to my growth

and to my submission and behavior towards my Dominant.

          Usually we don't like punishment because of two things :

          1) It's a reminder that we made a mistake and I'm sure no submissive really likes to know she

let her Dominant down.

          2) We just hate the actual punishment because Dominants know exactly what to choose to

make us learn our lesson.


          I don't like as a submissive to let my Dominant down, that is very emotionally hard on me,

when I know that I disappointed, displeased Him and yes His punishment will make sure that I

learn my lesson, to never do that again.


                                                                      Yes Master.........


Tuesday, September 27, 2016

My submissive Plants

                      There are not growing yet, I just started them on the weekend.




                                                          They will grow though




                                                    They are called   Allium plants

                                                One will be Red and the other Purple



                                                Grow my little plants, grow big and strong !!

Monday, September 26, 2016

Master is Back...................yes, yes ,yes

I am very happy to say that my Master is back and I am so pleased and happy that my submission to my Dominant can continue............

Yeah....... I am a very happy submissive that my Master ********* is back.




. Gracefully lowering yourself....

            Do you sit by gracefully lowering yourself onto the seat or by flopping down roughly
and disgustingly ?

            Do you ever notice how you do it, or is this making you think about it ?

            Try it and remember to be careful and to keep your movements feminine and elegant.


            How did you do ???   ..........very well, thank you Master.


           Pick out one kneeling position and then one standing position. This way you'll know where
you are starting from and where you are ending at.

           This subby choose's  : standing at attention position 1
                                             : kneeling position 1

         

                                                            The Challenge


Take the stand position you picked and stand at attention.

Feel comfortable in the position before beginning to more.

Start to lower to the kneeling position.

Take it slow.

Try not to tip sideways, bend at the waist no more than 30 %, keep your eyes up and don't put
your hands down first.

You can lower to one knee first and then move the other or if able, drop to both knees at the same
time. But don't just drop !! Make it a controlled lowering.

Take the kneeling position you picked and pose. Make yourself comfortable in the kneel.

Practice this for at least 10 minutes until you feel that you have improved in grace and fluidity of
movement.

Done !!!!!!!  My hand never left my thighs, they only moved from the side to the front of my
thighs, keeping my back, straight as possible, lowering one knee, until I am in a squat position and
then lowered my knees to the floor, sat on my calves and feet and smiled. I did it without tipping, falling or being clunky. I was a Graceful submissive, in my submission for my Dominant.




I miss my Training  Dominant more than this submissive can say.....the pain it hurts and I did  my lesson for my Dominant............  




                             *********************************************************


Pink Course....... Gracefully lowering yourself..

            Do you sit by gracefully lowering yourself onto the seat or by flopping down roughly
and disgustingly ?

            Do you ever notice how you do it, or is this making you think about it ?

            Try it and remember to be careful and to keep your movements feminine and elegant.


            How did you do ???   ..........very well, thank you Master.


           Pick out one kneeling position and then one standing position. This way you'll know where
you are starting from and where you are ending at.

           This subby choose  : standing at attention position 1
                                           : kneeling position 1

         

                                                            The Challenge


Take the stand position you picked and stand at attention.

Feel comfortable in the position before beginning to more.

Start to lower to the kneeling position.

Take it slow.

Try not to tip sideways, bend at the waist no more than 30 %, keep your eyes up and don't put
your hands down first.

You can lower to one knee first and then move the other or if able, drop to both knees at the same
time. But don't just drop !! Make it a controlled lowering.

Take the kneeling position you picked and pose. Make yourself comfortable in the kneel.

Practice this for at least 10 minutes until you feel that you have improved in grace and fluidity of
movement.

Done !!!!!!!  My hand never left my thighs, they only moved from the side to the front of my
thighs, keeping my back, straight as possible, lowering one knee, until I am in a squat position and
then lowered my knees to the floor, sat on my calves and feet and smiled. I did it without tipping, falling or being clunky. I was a Graceful submissive, in my submission for my Dominant.




I miss my Dominant more than this submissive can say.....the pain it hurts and I did me lesson
for my Dominant............   I miss you Master ********* .

This submissive's Heart is Breaking




       This is the worst feeling for a submissive, when she is not owned or collared. When you had
your Dominant's collar, He literally had your full trust, and you would do anything for Him,
even to gracefully lower yourself to your knees in front of your Master.

       You submission when it's been broken , your heart bleeds, it breaks and my heart is breaking
for my Dominant back........................

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Final Yellow Evaluation

                                    Good morning subby

                   This is your sixth and final evaluation of the yellow course.
                           It's been another great course completion. 
                                               Let's begin : 


                                                   submission :
Your submission is blossoming and growing everyday and it makes me so proud of you.
You're ready learning and applying yourself in everything you do. Thank you for being such a 
good girl and making Master so proud of you.


                                                       Daily work :
Your daily work is always a pleasure to receive, you really do put a lot of effort into your work
subby. It's always well presented, it's neat and tidy and the pictures are always clear, well done
and thank you so much.


                                                       Journaling :
You've been writing in your journal everyday since day one of the white course and this is also a
pleasure to receive and read. This is a daily task and rule which you do for me.


                                                   Communication :
We have a very open and flowing communication and I'm happy we have progressed to this point.
And I always enjoy talking to you subby.


                                                     File neatness :
Your submissive file is still kept neat and tidy and that's the way I want it always, well done.


                                                      Saying Master :
You have remembered to say Master the entire yellow course through and I'm very happy to see
you doing so well here subby. I hope you can continue doing so in the pink course.


                                                        Commands :
You have learnt three commands so far and you learned a new command called palms down and
you did it very good.


                                                        Positions :
You now know ten kneeling positions and eight standing to attention positions which you do very
well and I'm happy to see that you enjoy doing it subby.


                                                         Tasks :
 You have a Monday and Tuesday weekly task which is to write a letter to me and do research on one of the limits. And you also have a daily task to write in your diary everyday. You do each
and every single one great, well done.


                                                         Attitude :
Always bright and full of smiles. You have a very pleasant nature and you have a great attitude
towards yourself and your submission. I can see it's working really well for you, so please don't 
ever lose that subby.


                                                          Blog :
You have recently made a beautiful submissive blog and I'm very proud of it and so should you be. It's going to grow nicely over time subby.


                                                           Mantra :
You've been doing your submissive mantra for a long time everyday along with a kneeling position, well done.


                                                  Following Rules :
You now have rules one to fifteen as we have agreed to remove one out to always ask for 
permission before going out or doing something because of our time difference. As for the rest you follow each one like my good girl, well done to you.


                                                  Punishments Given :
No punishments has been issued in the last five days and for the entire yellow course. Well done 
subby.


                                                  Art and Craft :
No art and craft tasks have been done, but today you'll be making your submissive pot plant.


                                                      Baking :
On day twenty seven you bakes delicious fudge for me and it really looked great. I only wish that I could taste, perhaps one day I will.


                                                       Collar :
You wear my collar with pride and I know you take care of it subby. That's my collar and you're my training submissive well done.


                                                     Progress :
You're progressing just wonderful subby, you have completed your yellow training course in full.
You have received all your stars and you also have attained a lot of points in this course subby.
Your progress and performance top class.


                                                   Star Given :
I will be awarding you your sixth and final star. It's definitely well deserved and you worked hard for it subby.


                                      Points for always saying Master 100 % :
No additional points will be allocated.

                                                                                                                                  
                                                  General Remarks :
All I can say is well done to you my subby you've performed so good and I don't have any worries at all. I'm sincerely looking forward to the next thirty days in training and hopefully we can do it
in quicker time.

Well done and congratulations subby.
Thank you
Jr. G.M.




 

Thursday, September 15, 2016

My Submissive Pot Plants

                         Day 30    Yellow Course                            








This was a fun day.........................


Monday, September 12, 2016

Baking for Master........

           This was a treat and such a joy to do..............................

              Baking some delicious fudge.................

                   Hoping Master has a sweet tooth......................

                        Delicious and very sweet ...................


Thursday, September 8, 2016

Music can set you free ....

     Music can change your mood......from sad to happy,
                 from angry to laughing, from crying to singing. 

     Music affects your brain.....listening to beats and the rhythm,
the pitch of music are managed in the brain that deals with emotions
and moods.

     Music can make you happy.....put on some upbeat music and wash away those sad and depressed thoughts.

     Music can motivate you.....we all have songs that uplift us, make us more positive and give us strength to move forward.

     My song that this little submissive listen's to every time when she needs to calm down, soothe her soul and uplift her spirits........it's , " Hallelujah ", and it lifts me up every time !!!

     Songs I chose for my Dominant .....................

     1. All of Me, loves all of you............................

     2. Talk Dirty To Me.........................................

     3. Sound Of Your Heart Beat............................

     4. Take A Dirty Picture....................................

     5. Everything I Do, I Do For You......................

     6. My Kinda Girl.............................................

     Enjoy the beats of the music, it can set the stage for one steamy scene !!!!



Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Welcome to my blog......

Hello my name is submissively curious sarah

This is my first blog.....and I have never blogged before
so this is  very new for me.

Master and His little subby welcome you to my page.