H a p p y H a l l o w e e n
watch out for the Goblins
Witches, War Locks and the Devil
have fun
Be Safe
Stay Safe
Love Ya !!!!
XOXOXO
Monday, October 31, 2016
Broken .............. forever
Master
I Trusted you
I'm Done !!!!!
Dominant's what are they ???
men who destroy submissive's
men who desert us and leave us alone
broken
scared
hurting inside
dying inside
I believed in you....... you lied to me
you said you would stay to the very end
that you were not going anywhere
where did you go Master
Trust Master again
NO, you broke my trust in you
Respect Master Again
NO, you lost that
Honesty Master
Where is your Honesty
In a bottle of booze
you lost my submission.........
you killed it.......
submission gone
trust gone
respect gone
now inside I bleed
Never Again ......
Lies....................
A Dominant just wants to take............
He does not care about his submissive..
he walks out of their lives....
no, goodbye,....
no word......
no love.....
this is how I feel......
stripped bare and deserted....
Your not the Dominant for the job
Lies........
You never cared......
hold me.............
protect me ...........
guide me ...............
no, you stripped me bare, made me love,
honer, respect, trust, in you, obey
and pleasure you with my body
you just used me for yourself
a vessel ..
I did but now ....
Master just pull the.......
f***ing trigger
and finish the
job
my heart is already dead
why ????
why ?????
and
where are all the
other Dominants
they don't care either !!!
****** END ******
Sunday, October 30, 2016
My Submissive Plants.......
W e e k -- 5
My submissive plants are starting to grow good
they are growing good.......
don't they look good with my Pink Button Crafts
submissive plant is growing and needs to be repotted
sitting here along with Pink Button Crafts 1 & 2
re- potted so they can grow bigger.....
re - potted so they can grow stronger.....
my very first submissive plant
is
growing so
good....
Love ya !!!!
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
My Submissive Journey
Submission
Is the act of submitting to the authority or control to another..
Is the condition of having submitted control to someone else..
Is the surrendering of power to another person....
Submission is not a sign of weakness, some of the most successful
and strongest people are true submissive's ...
Submission is not about passiveness, it is not about being a doormat -----
most submissive's are intelligent and well balanced people just
fulfilling their basic desires to submit and to give up control .
Submission is a choice and a wonderful gift to my Dominant ---
it should never be entered into lightly, even in a casual situation
as a party or gathering.
Submission is about being my pleasure to give up my control and
to kneel at my Dominant's feet, to show Him .....
He has my submission.
I have come along way in my submission. I have learned to Trust again,
and I Respect my Dominant and I have learned to be
Honest with my Dominant and I have learned
Communication both ways is very important.
I still have a long long way to go on my submissive ....
submission journey and I realize it will be
long and hard.
Be Safe Be Sane Be Consensual
Have Fun !!!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
B D S M ....... what is this !!
What is BDMS ?
It is .......
Honesty .....
Communication......
Trust ......
Respect ......
* * * * * * * * * * *
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Submissive Plants
Week Four
they are coming along quite nice
they need to be repotted .....
they will grow bigger and stronger....
my submissive plants enjoy ........
being beside my two .....
pink button candles.........
they look so good all together.
SMILE ...........hehehe !!
Friday, October 21, 2016
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Tuesday's Weekly Research
Gags ( BDSM)
A gag is a device sometimes worn during sexual bondage and BDSM roleplay.
Gags are usually associated with roleplays involving bondage, but that is not necessarily
the case.
The person who wears the gag is regarded as the submissive partner, while the other is
regarded as the dominant one.
For some people, gags have connotations of punishment and control, and thus can be
used as a form of humiliation. To some, wearing a gag without restraints is still an act of
humiliation, as is an open mouth gag. Some fetishists are sexually aroused by the sound
gagged people make when they try to speak, or by seeing a person drool uncontrollably.
The type of gag used depends on the tastes of the parties and the type of roleplay scene,
what is available at the time, and safety considerations. Some gags are designed to fill the
mouth, while others are designed to provide access to the mouth by forcing the mouth open.
Gags may be classified as over-the-mouth type, mouth stuffing type or mouth opening type.
A Ball gag is usually a rubber or silicone sphere with a strap passing through its diameter.
The most common diameter is 1.75 inches (44 mm), but other sizes can be found.
A bit gag is styled like the bit used in a bridle for a horse, and much of its sexual appeal
stems from fetishistic symbolism in pony play.
Other types of gags are :
Cleave gag
The Detective gag
A Harness gag
More types of gags are : Inflatable gag, Knotted gag, Layered, Medical gags such as
the Whitehead gag and the Jennings gag, there is the Mouth corset,
Mouthguard, Muzzle gag, Pacifier gag, Panel gag, Pecker gag,
Ring gag, Rope gag, Spider gag, Stuff gag, Tape gag, and a Tube gag.
Though many prefer ball gags and bit gags during bondage play, tape gags are often used
when neither is available. The top may also use tape during a roleplay where a ball gag will
be inappropriate, for example, a kidnapper and captive scenes that does not immediately
lead to sex. Tape is used by kidnappers since it is the most effective in keeping
hostages quiet.
While tape gags can be combined with stuff gags for enhanced bondage,
it is easy for one to choke on the stuffing inside of the mouth.
Be Wise
Be Safe
Be Sane
Be Consensual
Have fun !!!
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Submissive Plants
Week Three
My submissive plants are starting to grow nicely
They are going to need re-potting soon
so they can grow bigger and stronger.....
Friday, October 14, 2016
Feelings In A Bottle
Today's Lesson
Feeling in a bottle.....
Today's lesson is to get a pen and paper
find a quiet place where you can sit on your own
and let all your bottled up feelings out on paper.
It is a short lesson, but it's an emotional one and
difficult to go through all my feeling that I have
kept bottled up and let them flow out on the paper
and then seal this letter of feelings in a bottle.
Only you will know what you wrote today.
So when you are finished
place your paper in the bottle and seal it up
and then place your bottled feelings in a place where
where you can see it daily as a reminder that you have
let all of that go. It's out of you and sealed in a bottle !!
My feeling in my bottle......
Thursday, October 13, 2016
Corporal Punishment
Today was lesson 18
Corporal Punishment
Today I did not receive my lesson from my Master :
I don't know what has happened, or where Master is,
or if He is even coming back.
So I decided to do all my work anyways, but with no place
to send it in. So here is my own lesson.
What is Corporal Punishment ????
Corporal punishment is a form of physical punishment that
involves the infliction of bodily pain in order to punish a
person convicted of a crime or as retribution for a perceived
offense including physical chastisement such as :
Spanking
Paddling
Caning
Flogging
Whipping
Birching
Strapping
that can be used for corporal punishment or what body parts can be
involved ( buttocks, back, shoulders, thighs, hands, and soles of feet).
Some Dominants use other methods ( such as my Master Jnr GM ***)
such as writting assignments, corner time, kneeling on rice, kneeling on
a hard surface, kneeling on frozen peas, Pc time taken away, TV time
taken away, being caned, early bedtime, sleeping on the floor, cold shower,
speech restrictions, hair pulling, washing mouth out with soap, wear a
baby pacifier in public, reciting offence, eat out of a bowl, making and
wearing a naughty cap (dunce cap), wear a sign stating offence, remove
cell phone privileges, collar removal, tag removal, counting grains of rice,
slapping (bum, face, hands, legs, thighs, breasts ).
The one I would hate the most is collar removal, it would hurt 100 times
more than an actual spanking.
When your Dominant does practice corporal punishment, you will want to
practice counting your strikes. As your Dominant will want you to keep
count, sometimes in your mind or sometimes out loud.
As a submissive it is my duty to take my punishment as gracefully as I can.
Even though my Master was training me to be the best submissive as I
could be, I still need to take responsibility for my part in the process.
When in a corporal punishment scene, I am expected to receive punishment
after punishment and I need to know how to be the best submissive that is
very pleasing to my Dominant, so He can see the fruits of His hard work in
training me.
Master please come home I need you !!
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