My Submissive Lesson Yellow Course.......

                                               Submissive Training Course

                                                 Yellow Day 09/30

                                                 Your Wise Words




            What you will need to complete today ?

            Paper for Art

           

           She whispered to her Dominant
           --- I'm afraid of falling

           Her Dominant smiled and whispered
           --- I'll catch you






               The submissive radiates from the Dominant's love and devotion, 
          becoming a rose; a beautiful being that knows they are loved and
          cared for.

               If my Dominant is lost, I'll find Him. I'll lead Him back to Himself,
          because to serve doesn't always mean to follow.

               Today get your own wise words and let's make a special sign for
          your bedroom wall or even just a page in your journal that looks like
          a photo frame and inside put in your wise words.

               A truly submissive woman is to be treasured, cherished and 
          protected for it is only she who can give a man the gift of her submission.

               Refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies.

               No matter where you are in your submissive journey, whether it is 
          beginning days into your discovery of submission or years of being an
          experienced submissive, there is always something that we can all 
          learn from others.

               A Dominant completes, but never tries to alter. He must be able to
          see what is there, not what is missing. He receives, but never takes. 
          Commands respect, but never fear, has pride, but never arrogance.
          If a Dominant is the center of a submissive's world, it is because she 
          thinks so, not because He does. No one is respected, let alone obeyed.
          He'll pick on you to see you smile but won't say a thing to make you cry.
          He'll brush the hair out of your eyes; stare at you during the movies,
          even though he paid money to see it. He'll call to say goodnight or just
         because he is thinking of you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're
         beautiful.

In your exploration you have probably come across bits of information,    

quotes and inspiration that have touched you at your core, that call to your       

submissive nature and that you continue to think about long after that               

information has passed your view.                                                       

 Inspiration is the key for today's work.  

Spend some time today thinking about the advice you have been given     

from  others about life in general, living as a submissive or searching for a       

Dominant.

1.) How has it helped you grow and why does that advice keep coming back to you 

                                                                                                                                                                   

Today's to do list :                                                                                                         

1.) Make your own wise words art as stated above and place it in your art section of 

your file.                                                                                                              

2.) Answer the above question and write about this in your discussion section.     

3.) Tell your Dominant what wonderful wise words have been passed to you that    

love to pass on and put in your discussion section.

4.) show your Dominant your art work and wise words.                                          

5.) Send your Dominant a photo of you holding your wise words.                        

               Master Jamy                                                                                                                             

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                                                  Wise Words                                Day 09/30

                   Here are my wise words that I have chosen for my Dominant.

                   Life is a Song - - - - - - - - - - - - Sing it.

                   Life is a Game - - - - - - - - - - -  Play it.

                   Life is a Challenge - - - - - - - -  Meet it.

                   Life is a Dream - - - - - - - - - - - Realize it.

                   Life is a Sacrifice - - - - - - - - -  Offer it.

                   Life is Love - - - - - - - - - - - - -  Enjoy it.

                                 by Sai Baba.

                  Everything good comes to those who wait patiently.

                                 from my Dad.

                 

                 The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.

                                 by Mahatma Gandhi.

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                                      Discussion Wise Words                      Day 09/30 Yellow

            

               How has these wise words helped me grow and why does that advice

               keep coming back to you ?

                    These wise words have helped me grow not only as a young girl into

             becoming an adult. They have served me well with advice that life is not

             as we dream of. It can be a cruel world if you let it get to you. When you

             listen to the birds you hear the songs. Your life can be a challenge, some

             times you have to fight to get to where you want to be. Life is not a game,

             and if you play it as a game you will loose, cuz you should never gamble

             with you life, God has chosen the way your life is supposed to be. But 

             there are times we try and chose for ourselves and take the wrong road

             or even chose they people in our lives. 

                    I didn't choose this life of submissive, it's been there all my life. I've

             always wanted to be of service to others. And there has always been 

             this desire to serve the man I loved. I have tried in my life to fight it and

             not let it rule me. But I would still end up with a domineering male, and

             not always Dominant, and that is how I ended up in abusive relationships.

                  Well I waited long enough in life and when I heard the words of Gandhi,

             those words rang out to me..... The best way to find yourself is lose yourself

             in the service of others. ...... So after I was rescued by a Master and His

             submissive (Nurse). they took me under their wings, let me heal, and then

             sent me to school. And school showed me exactly who and what I was....

             submissive.

                  Now take being a submissive, she loves to serve not only others but 

             to serve One Dominant. My choice is a Male Dominant.And then by the

             words of Sai Baba : 

             Life is a song ---- sing it ---- Love Bites (Def Leppard)

             Life is a game --- play it ---- All Night Long (another song)

             Life is a challenge --- meet it --- Our Ups & downs & Heartbreaks.

             Life is a dream --- realize it --- We have dreams to work towards. Goals.

             Life is a sacrifice --- offer it --- Here find your Dominant & Submission.

             Life is Love --- enjoy it --- Maybe now I can..

                   Yes life is all of these things and when you finally find what your 

            looking for with going through your trials and errors, you finally come to a

            new fork in the road and you take it.  For me I keep looking for that one

            true dominant that can teach me all about me, where I can freely give 

            Him my Submission and become who I am supposed to be. The best

            that I can be.

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Submissive Lesson Yellow Course ....

 

                                               Submissive Training Course

                                                      Yellow Day 04/30

                                                 Your Submissive Feeling


              What you will need to complete lesson today !
                         Paper and Pen

              The first thing is to accept that there's nothing wrong with wanting to
             feel or be more submissive.

            A submissive wants a Dominant to be strong and to protect and watch
           over her. She wants to be able to relax in the safety of His arms and the
           world that He creates for her.

           Wanting to be submissive for someone new is intriguing,  yet frightening
           to vanillas, you are not alone, and yet you are not weird. There are lots
           of others just like you.

           How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be 
           submissive ? We covered a lot of this on day 2 of the yellow course.
                As a submissive only I know how I identify myself, and no one
               can answer this question for me.  So I know I'm submissive by 
               the way I feel when serving the desires, pleasures of a Dominant,
               or even a vanilla male partner. Their happiness is my pleasure. 
               I feel the happiest when I'm doing what my partner wishes and
               I submit to His will.


          How do you know when you are feeling submissive ?
               I feel submissive all the time. Even when I'm not with a Dominant
               or in a relationship, I still do my submissive rituals and tasks,
               just  because you're not in a relationship, your rituals and tasks
               still continue and help you with staying in the mindset of submission.

        You might feel like going into complete submission to your Dominant,
        where He controls every aspect of your life or maybe you only want to
        be submissive in certain ways or at certain times again, it's important to
        come to terms with this being something that's completely normal.

        What happens if you wake up one day and you don't feel like submitting ?
               I believe I would have to be really sick or be pushed way beyond
               my limits and ability. Or as in one case my Sir completely made me
               feel that I wasn't loved or respected,I had to say stop and withdrew
               my submission. I was made to feel as a disgusting human being 
               and my desires, needs, etc were never met by my Sir.

        Is this the first time that your experiencing being a submissive ?
                No this is not my first experience as a submissive. I have been in
              a few relationships where submitting to my partner's will and wishes
              and desires. 

        How do you feel about wanting to be a submissive ?
             It is not about wanting to be a submissive. I am a submissive and I
             have always felt pleasure when serving and pleasing my partner. I
             prefer to serve a Dominant than someone vanilla. The connection
             between a submissive and a Dominant is what fulfills my desires.

       Being a submissive and feeling submissive does not mean you are weak,
       it actually means  you are strong most of the time. How do you feel when
       you express your submission ?
            I feel more empowered about my submission to a Dominant, since
            now that I have a better understanding of it and from my experiences
            of what it truly means to give a Dominant your submission and He 
            gives me back Love, Respect, Trust, Honor, Protection, Communication,
            placing me as His most precious possession above anyone else.

      Do you enjoy the commands ? Do they make you feel more submissive ?
           When I stop and think about commands, yes I do, they give me
           structure and discipline. I enjoy a daily routine and they help me
           stay focused.

      As a submissive, what do you especially like for your Dominant to do ?
          When He uses just His fingers, hands & lips. I love how He can tease,
          tantalize, excite with His fingers exploring, caressing, His lips touching,
          my skin torching it as He goes all over me. His hands tapping, lightly,
          when His hands smack across my ass cheeks, all driving me and
          arousing me with sensations running through my body, sending me to
          want more and more and more of Him.

     Do you enjoy the toys ? How about the cuffs, is there something about feeling
     the restraints on you that feel reassuring, safe and submissive ?
           The toys that I have experienced so far, yes I do enjoy them..... as for
           the cuffs or restraints they reassure me that I am in safe hands with 
           my Dominant.

      A Dominant's words of approval can cause you as a submissive to beam
      brightly for weeks. Do you enjoy wearing your wrist collar for the courses ?
           Yes I do very much. It reminds me I'm in submission throughout these
            training courses.

     Do you feel more submissive when your Dominant is slipping His collar
     around your neck ? Usually this never fails to take a submissive to a 
     special place of submission.
           Sad to say that I truly don't know that feeling. I have not been collared
           so I can't say what it could truly feel like. So why has this question 
           brought tears to my eyes. I guess I do miss what that does feel like, or
           having a Dominant that cared that much for me as His submissive. This
           has kind of hit me right in the heart, that is why it brought on tears. 

     Have you ever had to remove it and if so how did that make you feel as
     a submissive ?
          I know with the training wrist collar, that when I remove it for bathing that
          I get this feeling that I am naked, missing something that is part of me.
          As for a real Dominant's collar, sadly I don't know that feeling but I am
          sure that I would feel sort of lost without it on.

     Different play scenes will produce different emotions. Part of your submissive
     feeling of being taken care of by your Dominant is by knowing that you have
     certain rules and limits.

      Master Jamy
     Today's to do list :

     1. Answer all the questions and write about it in your discussion section and
         send them to you training Dominant.

             
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                      Your Submissive Feeling Discussion                  Day 04/30 Yellow


                 We already had covered this part on how do you know you have 
           potential to be or you are submissive ? So now let's ask this : How do you
           know when you are feeling submissive ? Let's take a look at this, do you 
           feel like going into complete submission where you Dominant controls every 
           aspect of your life or maybe be submissive in certain ways or certain times. 
           It is important to come to terms with this being something that's completely
           normal.

                A submissive wants a dominant to be strong, to protect and to watch 
           over her. She wants to be able to relax in the safety of His arms and the
           world He creates for her and around her.

                I have submitted and been in submission  to Dominants that I was in a 
           relationship with, but as I was recently told by a Dominant that if I was not
           collared by that Dominant, I wasn't His submissive. Someday in this
           submissive's future, she might get lucky and find her ideal Dominant and
           wear His collar. 

               You may ask what is this submissive's ideal Dominant -----  He is a male
           Dominant counterpart --- and don't misunderstand me in what that means.
           In this context, a Dominant Male, does not mean he is domineering.
           Dominant, means He is on a mission to help me be the best me, I can be.
           There is no degrading, or debasing, or humiliation. There is guidance, love,
           understanding, compassion, empathy and most of all, an understand He
           want the best for me.  He wants me to grow, mature, evolve, in all aspects 
           of my life; mental, physical, spiritual and emotional. If this submissive 
           could be given this kind of Dominant male, the love I'd feel for Him, would
           in itself, make me a far better submissive and person.

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                 This and all of my submissive lesson are all being updated as I
                         go through them. Since doing these lessons my
                         knowledge and growth along with experiences
                         have changed some since I first did these lessons.

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My Submissive Lesson Maroon Course.....

                                                                   submissive training course

                                                                          Maroon Day 14/30

                                                                     My submissive color.

What will you need to complete today?

Art goodies.

Do you associate any particular color with being submissive?

                    Yes I do have submissive colors,  but not only one !!

Does your Dominant prefer to have you dressed in a color of His choice when you play?

                    As of this time (April 21/2018)  I do not have a Dominant, so I can dress 

                    in anything I wish to wear.

If you could choose a submissive color and have all your toys that color what would your color be that you choose and why that color?

                   I can not  just choose one color to be my submissive color. There is more to me than just

                   one layer. There are more layers to this submissive such as Black; Gray; Fuchsia; Silver

                   Bells; Leopard; Green; Light Blue; Turquoise; Bark Blue. 

What is your favorite color and do you associate it with your submission?

                 My favorite color is Light Blue or even Baby Blue. I have always been partially attracted

                 to the lighter blues.  It has always been a fantasy of mine to experience a M/F/M.

                 So yes I would associate it with my submission.

Today choose your submissive color and make something arty with that color for your art and in your diary.

                The colors that I have chosen for in my art project are : 1. Fuchsia   2. Gray   3. Light Blue

                 and   4. Green.

Remember to send it to you Dominant and show him what color you chose and how creative you got.

                I have taken pictures to show  of my art work and the ribbons colors . ( Instead of doing 

                ribbons, I decided I would rather make bead necklaces in my colors. So that is what I did.

A type of submissive ribbon colour code.

Everyone has there own color coding. Some of these are based on the flagging system and some are based on the new wave of Dominant and submission.

A submissive can wear a certain color coded ribbon representing what things they are into. Wear them on their wrists or on a bag. If you want to let others know and wonder what you’re like. You can wear the colors that your Dominant has you practicing or training in. Wear the color on your nails or a t-shirt. Then it’s your secret.

It is your secret to tell or to keep. Earn your ribbons. Girl you’re worth it. Today’s submissive challenge is to use your colours in someway and take picture and send it to your Dominant.

               

Here is the ribbon color example, but I want you to choose your own color and reason as we are not using this for the ribbons we are using today for your submission.

Black: You love BDSM.

Gray: You love Bondage. You love to be tied up or tied down with rope or latex.

Fuchsia: You love to be spanked.

Red: Likes Pain (Masochist).

Light Pink: Likes Female on Female or looking for a Third (Female)

Silver Bells: Pet Play Role Play

Orange: Up for anything or anywhere.

Yellow: Loves water sports or Urine Play.

Leopard: Has Tattoos and or piercing’s.

Green: Wants to Experiment.

Brown: Likes Anal Play/Anal Training.

Purple: Loves to give Oral/Oral Training.

Light Blue: Wants a Third Experience but with M/F/M.

Polka dot: Likes group sex & Orgies.

Turquoise: Monogamous/Married

White: Vanilla New sub.

Dark Blue: Guide, advisor or instructor

Nude: Formal Acceptance has been done.

Master Jamy

Today’s to do list.

1] Choose a color and let your course trainer know what color and why.

                   When I did the course the colors I chose were.....

                    Gray -- it symbolizes a dark side that I have to fight hard to keep a positive sense,

                                  depression  I can truly loose my submission to loosing myself in depression.

                   Fuchsia --  It is a vibrant color which I strive to be. In my submission it will be the color of

                                   my ass cheeks from all the spankings.

                  Light Blue --- This is my favorite color, it's the color of the sea, sky, & my eyes. It is also my

                                  Fantasy submission to experience a threesome ( M/F/M ).

                  Green -- This color symbolizes the outdoors, the forest. In my submission I want to 

                                  experiment with new things, new sensations , to see what I truly like.

2] In your discussion section, write about this.

                                              My Submissive Color Discussion                   Day 14/30 Maroon

                    I could not just seem to choose one color. there seems to be more to this submissive

          than just one color. I have many more layers to me and to my submission.

                   

                   My colors tell my secrets and they all represent who I am and as I earn more colors

          I will grow in my submissiveness and submission. When I look at the colors in my closet,

          there is one main color that stands out more ........ Light Blue........ there are pinks, greens

          and even gray's showing up in my colors.

                   My colors are :

                   Light Blue --- my fantasy, two Dominants and this lowly submissive, a threesome.  This

         has always been a fantasy and will always continue to be one until it is fulfilled.

                   Green --- /this submissive wants to experiment. I really won't know for sure if I don't

         try it, and to know if I would like it, love it or it is something not for this submissive.

                    Fuchsia -- Yes,  love my spankings. Sometimes they are erotic and other times more of

         punishment especially when used with the belt.

                    Gray -- I do like Bondage, being bound and tied down. Hand tied or cuffed and then with

         a blindfold, it adds to the other sensations and your other senses perk up more. The only part

         of Bondage that I have a hard time with is being gagged with a ball gag. Just a cloth or tie is

         easier to get me through without the fear of not being able to breath. 

3] Make something in the color you chose and make sure it says my submissive color and put it in your art section.

                                                         

                             

           It is very sad to say that the courses are no longer available. The owner has removed them..

                      and they so much fun with all the crafts, baking, learning and refreshing in just

                                                              a submissive and reviewing submission.

                       I hope you enjoyed reading all about my lesson on Submissive / Submission Colors.

                                                                I  had fun doing them 💋💋💋💋

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