My submissive plants..........

                                        My submissive plants are looking good and healthy.
                                        A good submissive looks after her plants and takes
                                        care of them, as she would in doing her tasks and
                                        chores in serving her Dominant.

Look at Baby Girl watching over the plants.  

And here is Little Girl watching over some others.

A beautiful surprise came to my door this week with these

beautifully colorful bouquet of flowers

from some unknown, but miss's me......

strange I wonder who that could be !!!!

A submissive looking after her plants is show

her submission. 

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My submissive/submission journey..........

                         This has been a very interesting week for this submissive.

                          First of all I have found that I feel happier and more control
                          of my emotions. I can even concentrated better and with all
                          of the help from the couple from Australia that they gave me
                          ideas and suggestions that can help me with my submission,
                          calming my mind, so that I can stay more in tune with my
                          submissive mindset. Then there is the morning/evening 
                          meditations to empty my mind go ahead with my day in a 
                          better feeling and I find that I feel so much more submissive.

Second I was informed that a friend of my childhood girlfriend 

and myself, that we lost a friend. He was taken from this earth

to soon, since he was too young . He had so much life to still live.

We never know when it is our time to go home to be with our creator.

The third thing is that I have met two new Dominants through

Social Media and they both seem very nice and asking if

they can be of any help with my goals of submission, calming

my mind, be silent, quiet my thoughts, push my body, show

obedience, learn to earn my pleasure, be healthier, show my

gratitude.................to be a better submissive.

so that one day I may find another Dominant that is willing

to continue training this submissive to better serve Him,

in submission to Him.

But that is down the road, my biggest struggle is learning

to let go and move forwards.

And I will get there, i'm strong, i'm a survivor 💝

Why do I choose to serve ????

Maybe we will discuss that one next time....

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My Submissive Plants...

                            I have had a interesting week..... still re-grouping things around
                            and my submissive plants are all doing perfect ❤❤❤

                                                       Take a look for yourself !!!

I just wanted you to see that they are all doing great.....

If only seeing that my submissive plants are doing

so well, it shows that I care about my submission

through these lovely plants.

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My Submissive Journey .......

                                                My submissive journey for the week
                                                      of October 12th to 18th, 2017


                   
             I feel like in my submissive submission that I am falling apart and failing in it.....
             While I was on Face Book last week and on one of my groups for Education
             and learning.... I asked a question ...How does a submissive stay in her mindset
             of submissiveness while she is without a Dom ? 

I didn't really get the answer I was looking for and I was asked to edit my

question or delete it.... I really didn't know how the forum discussions worked

so I tried to Edit it.... and a few responded with more questions and asking

what are you....a little or Baby Girl, Sub or Slave, you will get more responses

if you ask like this ---- I'm a Little, without a Daddy and was wanting 

some information on how to say in my submissive Little mindset while

I'm without a Daddy ? ----- I ended up just deleting my question .......

but I noticed that others still made some comments and one was even upset

with the others from me deleting my question, saying is this not a 

"learning" forum to ask questions even when they don't know how to 

ask it in the right way..instead of attacking them for withdrawing their question.

I thought I was doing so good of getting over all the hurt and with 

loosing my Dominant, my Sir........ I guess this lowly submissive

hasn't learned to let go and move forwards. I thought I was until after

my courses were suspended and then I started to feel all alone.

I'm still learning and I feel like my submission has stalled, 

that I'm stuck. How do I let go and move forwards. How do I

as a submissive, stay in my submissive mindset without a Dom ???

Well that was what the forum and question was for !!!!

But from all the comments to were given for my benefit, I

compiled this :

I still miss my Sir and love Him 💋

So this is what I can do ....... below ↓

So from a lot of the comments I came up with this :

Self control is strength. 

Right thought is mastery.

Calmness is power. 

If you wish to be better at something, practice.

Unfit ?  Make changes, practice.

Unhealthy mindset ? Make changes, practice.

Daily rituals. Daily Practice.

Choose Daily.

I choose this : I choose to be better, each and every day.

I choose to be a better submissive. Practice.

You choose to be a better Dominant.  Practice.

No Dom at the moment -- work on myself. Practice.

Practice Grace.

Practice Beauty.

Move. Be healthier.

Be more composed.

Be more aware.

Practice. Everyday.

No one gets better by doing nothing.

Daily meditation.

Daily gratitude.

Daily movement.

Daily practice in something you want to be better at.

What are my goals ?

Pick five things you could have been better at in your last dynamic ?

Practice.

Next dynamic, you will be so much further along.

Continual Daily Improvement.

My Submissive Meditation

I will learn to quiet my thoughts.

I will learn to push my body.

I will learn to challenge my mind.

I will learn to become patient.

I will learn to move, so I'm healthier.

I will learn to show my gratitude.

I will learn to be silent.

I will learn to be obedient.

I will learn to earn my pleasure.

I will learn to please my Dominant. 

Learn !!

Make changes !!

Practice, Practice, Practice...

Daily......

Submission is so beautiful !!!

I will learn. 

Submit fully to my next Dominant ...

If there is one out there for this submissive 💋

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My Submissive Plants.....

 



                                        My Submissive plants are doing superb and they are all

                         growing so good and looking so healthy. If only other areas of my

                         submissive nature could be this healthy, then I would be so happy.

                          Take a look at my plants and see for yourself how healthy they are :

Look at how cute Pouting Baby Girl looks there with my submissive 

plants.

And then there is the cute Pouting Little One, standing

over watch of my submissive plants.

I am very proud of my submissive plants and that they

are all doing so good. 

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MY SUBMISSIVE JOURNEY...............

                                                           My submissive journey
                                                   week of October 5th - 11th, 2017

 
                  This past week I have noticed that everyone has been keeping busy
                  with the courses still suspended. Also that everyone is not on as much
                  as they used to be.

                  In my submission I have felt so alone this past week, it's hard to keep
                  a full positive outlook when you don't have a Dominant to confide in
                  and to advise you . I have 6 submissive sisters that I try to stay in contact
                  with on a regular basis, but even they are struggling some too. Then
                  today one the girls sent me a video in my inbox, it was video about "Who
                   You Are ", it was a very strong positive message saying your beautiful,
                  strong, smart, funny...and not worry what others say about you, or put you
                  down, call you names. It was so emotional for me and hit me like a ton of
                  bricks.............

I have tried to keep busy and stay positive, but some days are just too hard

to get through.

I started throughout this past week doing some house cleaning to keep 

me occupied and so far I have gotten through three rooms.

And it does feel good to throw out things that will not

be going back into those rooms.

Take a look !!!

Then we had our Thanksgiving weekend and had a few people

in.....and oh the meal was fantastic, juicy and

delicious turkey 🎉🎉

Submission is hard enough with a Dominant, but is harder without one

Who do you Trust ???? with so many so called Dominants

out there that will just deceive you.  As a submissive

without a Dominant it does come at times quite

hard to stay strong and not fall prey to the

vultures and the so called Dominant's .

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