Proud

                                          Today I finished and passed the Purple Course ...


                   I am proud of myself, for getting through and keeping my submission ,

                   This was a hard month, the course was good, but the rest of the month

                   that I did this purple course felt very lonely and gave me a feeling of

                  being left alone.  

PURPLE COURSE COMPLETE !!!!

                 Yes, I have  a  Master and our relationship is hard and difficult. He does 

                 not  want a 24/7 relationship or have anyone of His submissive's /  slaves

                 live with Him. I see Him on weekends only and must report in daily to

                 Him. That is what He prefers, He enjoys being alone during the week and

                 He say's " He never feels alone ", and never collars anyone. He's very strict,

                 and requires complete obedience and compliance. He is my Master until

                 I  am released from my submission and set free.



                                      Here are some photo's of my Purple Button Crafts

                                                       These I did enjoy doing !!

                                            They will stay on top of my sofa for a while

                                                    then they will be placed on my bed.

Anyone ready for a pillow play !!!

I am !!

      

              

My Submissive Journey.....

                                           


                                                             Submission


                    The action or  fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to 

            the will or authority of another person. Submission is not about being used, 

           submission is about being of use in order to be successful at anything you must

           first become knowledgeable on the subject.

                   Submission is an often misunderstood behavior. To those who are familiar 

           with the submissive lifestyle they know that submission is an act of personal 

           strength and not a display of weakness. 

                   Submission should NEVER be imposed or forced upon anyone. Becoming

           a submissive should not be taken lightly, it is not a game to be played. It is a lifestyle

           choice. It is a commitment to put someones wants and needs in front of your own. It

           is giving yourself completely to another. It is a matter of the heart to open yourself up,

           to be willing to let someone else take control, to be open to change. It is about being

          completely honest about yourself to let someone in to your very soul. It is about 

          servitude, it is the willingness to let go to let some one else rule your world. It is about

          sacrificing your self and your time to make someone else happy. To put His/Her needs

          and desires ahead of your own. It is about trust and dedication. Being a submissive is

          not about being a doormat for people to walk on. It does not mean you are weak. It 

          takes a lot of strength and self control to become exactly what someone else needs.



                   I am an submissive and I have given my submission to my Dominant and some

          times it does get hard to be obedient and stay in your submission,  when you over hear 

         your Dominant during a phone conversation saying that He prefers to be alone and not

          take in a 24/7 relationship and when He gets bored of His submissive's/slaves He lets

          them go.  I know at times I'm not easy to deal with being shy and sensitive, but that is

          who I am. and I should stop thinking about it, even though it kind of hurts my heart.

          I should just accept and enjoy my time that I have with my Dominant. Going through 

          some of the lessons in these courses helps to connect my submissiveness and remind

          me to just be a lady sitting, kneeling or standing. To just be me, keep my eyes down,

          palms down on my thighs and sit up straight and be of being a submissive, and yes,

          I AM PROUD OF BEING A SUBMISSIVE AND OF WHO I AM.

I am submissive

   

My Submissive Plants

         


                                                              My submissive plants

                              This one is still nursing it way along, since that rodent

                               decided to lay around in it and eat at the little branches

                                                               The poor thing......

But my other plants are just thriving .....

They look so good.......

here see for yourself  !!!!!!

And now for two plants

that are just in decorative rocks

and some water 

that is started from a cutting off

of one of my other plants

Cool huh !!!!

Look at them for yourself ............

My Submissive Journey

                                                            Submission


                                        

                                 Today I would like to discuss about Submission :

                       The action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force 

                      or to the will or authority of another person. Submission is not

                     about being used , submission is about being of use. In order to

                    be successful at anything you must first become knowledgeable 

                   on the subject.

Submissiveness is an often misunderstood behavior.

To those who are familiar with the submissive lifestyle

they know that submission is an act of personal 

strength and not a display of weakness.

Submission should NEVER be imposed or forced 

upon anyone.

I chose .....

            

My Submissive Plants

                                                         



                                                               My submissive plants 

the poor thing a rodent ran through it

and broke some of the stems

needs some tender care...

this submissive plant is growing

so good that the new shoots

are spreading out so much

will need to replant in the spring...

These are rare plants for my area..

I started them from seed and the top of a pineapple

the bright green leaf plant is an Mango plant

the other with the dark green spikes 

is the Pineapple plants.

The End..

Master

                                                         
                                                                    Dominant

                                                                           
                                                                    MASTER  !!!






                                                             

My Submissive Journey

                   



                                                          Good morning Subby

                              Today I'll be giving you your first evaluation of the purple course.

      And I'm happy to say that everything is normalising again and I intend on keeping it this way.

                 Thank you for putting in all the hard work and effort into your submission 

                             I do notice everything you do for me please keep it up.

                     I will be awarding you your first star for an outstanding performance. 

                                                Well done and congratulations 

                                                               Thank you 

                                                                 Master J                   

Forgive me Master J

Sorry

              

Submission....

Most seem to miss the essential essence of one's submission. They seem to think that having someone under his/her control is a license to be a jerk. At the same time, they look at the small picture of "what am I getting out of this". If they would just look at the bigger picture, their relationships would be taken to a greater height.


The basic essence of submission is servitude. One submits to another because he or she wants to please the Dom/Master. Sexually this idea is rather obvious. However, when we move beyond the sex, we soon realize that this applies to all aspects of life. The position of a submissive it to make the life of the one he or she is serving easier. It is that simple.


This concept puts the dominant one in a different position. Instead of using one for the sole pleasure in the moment, a longer term view nets greater results. The training of one is often a method to enlarge his or her capabilities. My belief is the more a sub can handle, the more valuable to me she is. If she can satisfy more of my needs, I feel this will make my life a lot easier.


I see many who take the opposite track. They want to beat a sub down to reaffirm their positions. This is insane to me. First, if you have to reaffirm your position, it is usually to yourself and not the sub. Secondly, beating one down only diminishes self confidence. Dealing with someone who has no self confidence is like dealing with a beaten dog. It takes continual effort and work. To me, this gets really tiring.


The bottom line is that I operate with the belief that a sub will better serve me the more she can handle. Without this concept, I might be apt to focus on the immediate pleasure I am receiving. While I like this, there are times when it is best to forgo that in an effort to help one grow. Sometimes it is better to tortoise as opposed to the hare. 


Try to take a long-term approach with your sub. See how this person can best serve you over the years as compared to just this moment. You will find your interaction with that one will change. In my experience, there is a lot more gained from this approach


                                                         A Master's point of view

My submission is your gift

G.M. Master ****

My Submissive Journey

                                                      Good morning subby

Today I'll be giving you your sixth and final evaluation of the pink training course, let's begin. 

1. Submission:

You have been through a lot this month especially with me and throughout it all you still managed to stay strong and yes there were times when you also wanted to throw in the towel and give, but you didn't subby. You stuck by your word and your submission and here you still are, doing so well and still putting so much effort into everything you do. Well done and we are looking to better days. 

2. Daily work:

‎It's always a pleasure receiving your daily work. It's very well presented neat and tidy and your work is always handed in on time. I see that you also put a lot of effort into your submissive woke, well done to you and please keep it up. 

3. Journaling:

I enjoy reading you daily diary entries as you do capture the essence of what it is to write in your diary, thank you very much subby. 

4. Communication:

We are building up our communication again and it will take some time, but it will definitely get better as we progress, thank you.

5. File neatness:

Your submissive file is still looking in mint condition and that's the way it should be kept at all times. It also shows me that you take ride in what you as a submissive, thank you. 

6. Saying Master:

You haven't forgotten to say Master in a very long time now, this too makes me proud of you. Well done subby and please keep it up. 

7. Commands:

You have learnt a few commands already and yesterday you learnt a brand new one called belly crawl. It's a little harder than the others but you did it great‎, well done to you for putting in the effort. 

8. Positions:

You have learnt ten kneeling positions and eight standing to attention positions as well. You execute them all great thank you very much subby. 

9. Tasks:

You now have a Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday task, plus a daily task of writing in your diary which you have been doing for quite some time already. Thank you for applying yourself here. 

10. Attitude:

You have a good outlook and attitude towards yourself and your submission. And lately it's been pushed to the limits, but you remain calm and you're still here giving it your all. That shows that you take things serious and do want to learn, thank you so much subby. 

11. Blog:

You made a submissive blog a while ago and it's growing. There was one thing I didn't like that you posted was requesting the course days. For things like that you need to contact the course administrators because you can't do it for free anymore. In future please don't post things like that, thank you. 

12. Mantra:

You've been doing your submissive mantra for a very long time now along with a kneeling position of my choice, well done. 

13. Following Rules:

You now have rules one to twenty two you follow each one diligently like a good girl should. Thank you very much for applying yourself subby. 

14. Punishments given:

No punishment has been issued in the last five days of training and for a very long now. Please keep it up, and let's try and get a punishment free purple course, well done to you. 

15. Art and Craft:

No art or craft tasks were done in the last five days. 

16. Baking:

On day twenty eight you baked delicious cupcakes which turned out extremely well. It's a real pity I didn't get to taste any, but you did great well done to you.  

17. Collar:

Your collar still looks in great condition this shows me that you take pride in wearing my training collar around your wrist. 

18. Progress:

You are definitely making progress subby, for starters you have completed the pink training course, you have attained all six stars and you're back on track again, well done to you.

19. Star given:

I will be awarding you your sixth and final star for all your hard work and effort. 

20. Points for always saying Master:

No additional points will be allocated to you. 

21. General remarks: 

In conclusion you have aced your pink training course and onto purple we march. I am really looking forward to the next thirty days training you. 

Well done and congratulations subby. 

Thank you 

Master 

Finally  Pink Course Completed.

Yeah !!!!!

Eyes Down !

The End !!

My Submissive Plants

                                                        Today my submissive plants

                                                               are growing but they

                                                               need to get stronger.....

They will get bigger

and 

stronger...

my two plants

side by side 

looking good.

Yeah !!!!

The End.

Baking Day.....

                                                                 Cup Cakes

Ingredients:
Cake:
375 ml (1½ cups) cake flour
10 ml (2 t) Moir's Baking Powder
2 ml (½ t) salt
187 ml (¾ cup) Huletts Sugar
2 extra large eggs
125 ml (½ cup) oil or soft margarine
125 ml (½ cup) milk
5 ml (1 t) Moir's Vanilla Essence

Icing:
125 ml (½ cup) soft margarine
500-750 ml (2-3 cups) Huletts Icing Sugar
10 ml (2 t) Moir's Vanilla Essence
a few drops of Moir's Food Colouring of your choice
10 ml (2 t) hot water, if necessary
24 Marshmallows, optional
24 paper cups

Method:
For the cake:
Preheat oven to 180ºC. Sieve first 3 ingredients together, add sugar.
Add the rest of the ingredients. Mix well.
Spoon ⅔ full into greased cup cake pans or paper cups.

Bake 20 minutes until done.

For the icing:
Beat the margarine and icing sugar well, add essence and colouring.
If used, add water a little at a time. Beat well.

Spread icing on each cup cake. Cut a marshmallow in segments and place on cup cakes as flower petals. Sprinkle with Moir's 100's and 1000's or Moir's Chocolate Vermicelli. For the Moir's Vermicelli or 100's and 1000's to stick better, sprinkle on cup cake before the icing is dry.

out of the oven and cooling....

started to decorated them.....

Master these are for you...

they are so delicious....

fluffy and light.....

Mmmmmm

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