My submissive plants

   



                                         Good Afternoon to all my sister submissive's and

                        to all the Dominants and Mistresses, I wish you all a very Blessed

                        Day.


                                       My submissive plants are growing big and strong and I

                       wish and pray they are a reflection of my submissiveness and my

                       submissive nature to grow stronger  and better in the knowledge of

                       my service  and submission.

They are growing big and strong.

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My submissive Journey

                                  

                        This last week, my journey and submission have

     been a little hard for me. But I am getting better and stronger.

     And my first Mantra was like this :

              I am a happy focused submissive consciously being

                            productive in my submission.

              Today I thought I would write myself a new Mantra, since

     I'm not the same submissive as I was with my Dominant and 

     now that I am without a Dominant at this time, I thought that a

     new Mantra would help with my submission, while I wait for a 

     new Dominant or my Dominant and I get can mend and fix what

     I caused and maybe just give my submissive spirit a lift that it

     needs.


                                  My New submissive Mantra


             I am an unattached submissive focusing consciously on 

             improving her skills and productively training with  her

                                           submission.

Within

Just hurt, sad and quiet

to serve and please

submissive's prayer

Know your place !!

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My submissive plants

                                       Even with the cold weather my submissive

                                       plants are growing. I gave them some plant

                                       food and now they should do better. They

                                       the light from the windows, when the sun

                                      does get to shine in.

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My Submissive Journey

Being submissive and submitting to someone takes self-discipline,
willpower, motivation and the acceptance to move forward when not
succeeding. You can’t get in your own way. You need to be able to move
forward from the past. It is important to grow and move forward when
making mistakes. Don’t let it define you. Understand why you made the
mistake, and how to do better. If you have an attitude, understand it,
change it and don’t let it continue. You have to work through your things,
in order to move forward. Put your focus on your Dominant, and strive for
succeeding with your own unique submission to Him/Her.

What kinds of things do we look for in our Dominant partner? The first thing
is a connection. A sexual spark is important, to ignite and bring passion to
the relationship. But, a mental connection is even more so important. The
feeling that makes your mind wander to all sorts of delicious places, as well
as the feeling in our heart. The one that says, he is what i am looking for and
i will submit- to grow, learn, and be loved. He is the one that will earn my
submission. I choose him, and know that he accepts and wants to be my
Dominant/Master. When this connection is felt, it is mutual. The next thing
is trust, communication, respect. These are nonnegotiable, and should be in
place with both people in any relationship. They are the foundation. The
relationship will bloom and grow over time. Kinks and fetishes are good to
have in common and have similarities in the things both people enjoy. But
they may change over time. When exploring, things may be realized that are
either liked or disliked by the person. You open these doors together, and
find out about each other.

Submission opens the heart and mind. When submitting to a Master who
understands and cares for his submissive. We feel protected, and taken
care of-knowing that he knows what is best for us. Giving Master control,
and trusting what he chooses for us. Finding release and freedom in
submission. There is great love and trust in submitting to Master. The love
overwhelms me so much knowing that he is the most important person to me,
Master. As time progresses, the relationship grows deeper, and the love
becomes stronger. Submission is a need. Accepting discipline, knowledge,
learning and being needed.

We bare our body in submission, but also our soul and heart. We are seen
naked, and our hearts are vulnerable.

I borrowed this from the BDSM Beginners Guide website .

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My Submissive Plants....

                                  Some of my submissive plants did not like the cold

                               by the windows, so they needed to be moved away from

                              the windows.  I love them all...................

The Mango plant, the one with the bright

green leaves is doing so good. The

other one is the Pineapple plant.

It just keeps growing thicker and higher.

The Mango and Pineapple Plants.

These are the plants that did not like the cold by

the windows, doing better now since moved.

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My Submissive Journey...........

                                            As my submission journey continues and is in a state of suspended

position, and as my Master said -- " I am released, until I fulfill His request " --  when I can

fulfill His request I will be taken back under His wing and authority.  I fight with my submission

every day now because I just can't fulfill my Master's request. 

I stated on the social site of facebook that my relationship with Master  has ended --

since I am under suspension of released. As a submissive I find this very hard to work through

and that I have failed my Master and myself as a submissive. 

                                            To let me explain my situation of why I am fighting with my 

submission with my Master. We have been together for eight months and live in two different

countries but within four hours by plane we can be together. Master  knows that I fight

with the fact that He has more submissive's under His authority, which is His right since He is

poly and I am not. I don't like to share my Dominant and Master Knew that and He still persued

me until He had my submission. In this last December I was ordered to find Him a new girl for

Him to play with. This went against my natural instinct and I was fighting with it and tried to do

as ordered and I failed. He did not like her, find me one that I will want to play with and you will

be like a mommy for her.

                                       I just could not do this, it went against everything in me as a submissive

in my hard limits. Because I said I can't do it ( not that I won't, I tried )  but I can't find someone

for you to play with, when this request hurt's my submissive heart and is being  disrespectful

towards me.   So after some major silence from Master, He came back and said that I am under a

suspended release until I fulfill His orders , and to this day still He Ignores my pleas to speak with

me.  I am lost here in this submission to Master and since He refused to speak with me, I've

decided to move forwards and on........... My vacation will be a relief to have some fun and try

to heal and forget.............  The sad is I loved Him and life goes on and on and on.......

                                  And so must I move on........................

My submissive Plants..

   


                                                     submissive plants

so healthy and growing good

this poor little thing needed something done

to it so I cut it back hopefully it will

grow up bigger and stronger

I arranged a small table for some of the plants

then I decided to add some flare to it.

The Mango plant is growing so tall \

and has a good thick stalk to it

so healthy 

the pineapple plants are both 

growing good

well these are my submissive plants

and they are all doing 

pretty good.

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