My Submissive Plants

                             Good morning to everyone 💓


               Sorry for not being on all the time and getting
               my assignments accomplished  as I should do !

               This has to do with my struggle with submission
               and  not trying to make excuses, it is my fault they
               are not done...... so I will try harder to do my best .
                 
                                            💖💖💖💖💖


                                    My submissive Plants :

This is my African Violet submissive plant and

an new submissive plant that has finally 

started to sprout, they took a long time to 

finally sprout up.

This is my submissive corner in my living room

with some of my submissive plants and some

of my submissive projects that I made 

during my submissive training courses.

My submissive  Memory Bottle,

My submissive Feeling In A Bottle,

and a few others.

This is one of my submissive plants that for some

reason, got sick and dropped all of her 

leaves and started to die, it sort of represented

this submissive's feelings. 

Then I thought let's try to bring her back to life

and so I transplanted her again in new soil,

and cut back all the dried branches and

gave her some water and food and low and

behold, she is sprouting some new growth.

These submissive plants are my special ones,

They are Pineapple Plants and

A Mango Plant, the bright green leaf one.

These were all started from a mango seed inside

of a mango that you buy to eat.

The pineapple's were started from real pineapples,

that I bought to eat and cut off the top of the pineapple.

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Hugs & Kisses

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My Submissive Journey

                                            April 30 ---- May 4th

                  This week I find it hard to focus on my
                   submission, I feel like  I'm sliding away.
                  I have four submissive friends that do help
                   me with all the things going on.



                   My submission with Sir Imran is hard for me
                   to focus on being a submissive. I have not
                   ha   a video call from Master and things
                   between  us just feel different. I want
                   instruction fro  my Master, but He is not into
                   training or instructing me. I know He care for
                   me or why  would He requested for me to
                   come back to Him.

I'm not able to have choices or give my opinion.
Every time I try , I'm told to stop being insolent
and to submit and obey.

He calls me a cunt, every day, in every text or
message, even through Facebook messages. It
feels like it is eating at my submissive spirit and
I feel like I'm slowly dying.

Submission I find lately is hard and it is so much
differently that what I was taught.

                    I was taught that it was about TRUST,
                    Trusting your Master to be able to take
                    you to new heights but to never hurt or
                    push beyond your limits.



                    I was taught that it was about
                    RESPECT. Respect goes both ways in
                    the relationship.
                    It is hard to trust each other if you
                    don't  have respect for your submissive
                    or even your Master.









                                                                             
                  Yes the picture is correct !!!!
                   In submission there is supposed to be
                   freedom for the submissive.

                   While in Domination there is supposed to be
                   responsibility towards the submissive.

                   But in all of that, there is to be LOVE.








                                The Master says come take my hand
                            and I will lead you, instruct you, guide
                            you. I will discipline you also and I will
                            Honor, Trust, Respect, Love, and with
                            open communication.
                    


                            This has just been a hard week for me
                            as a submissive that is loosing herself
                            in depression that her Master does not
                            try at all to get to know what she like,
                            or dislikes.

                             I have been with my Master for just
                             over a year now and in all that time
                            we know hardly nothing about each
                            other and every question I ask is never
                            answered. He gave me one new insight
                           into this D/s relationship of ours that I am

                            there to pleasure Him and that should be my only concern.
                            Nothing else matters.....you are my cunt and your here for my pleasure
                             and for you to give me what I want. Clear, Cunt !!

Yes Master, that is clear...............

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Research From The Letter "B" list .............................

          Butt Plugs :

        
       A Butt plug is a sex toy that is designed to be inserted into the
       rectum for sexual pleasure. In some ways, they are similar to a
       dildo, but they tend to be shorter and have a flanged end  to 
       prevent the device from being lost inside the rectum.

Commercial Butt plugs have existed at least since some customer's of Dr. Young's 

Ideal Rectal Dilators in the 1890's used them as sex toys.

Unlike the vagina, which is closed off by the cervix, the rectum leads to the

Sigmoid colon.  Objects that are inserted into the rectum can therefore potentially

travel up into the bowel; the flared end on a Butt plug exists to prevent this. Some dildo's 

lack a flared end, and thus it is ill-advised to use such dildos anally since they may

get stuck; rectal foreign bodies may require medical extraction.

In addition, the lower bowel above the rectum is easily perforated. For this reason

Butt plugs tend to be shorter than dildo's and their marked size generally indicated the

circumference of the device rather than the length. They must also be very smooth to 

avoid damaging the rectum or bowel. In order to get them into the rectum, they must

commonly have a general profile of a round-ended cone, which then narrows to a 

"waist" which located itself at the anal sphincter, with the flared part outside the body,

preventing the Butt plug from slipping further into the body. The sphincter muscle

will hold the plug by the waist, preventing the plug from slipping out unintentionally.

As with other activities involving anal penetration, such as anal sex, large amounts of

sexual lubricant and a slow gentle approach are needed ti insert a Butt plug.

Butt plugs come in a variety if colors, shapes, sizes, and textures. Some are designed

to look like penises, while others are ribbed or wavy. There are also vibrating Butt plugs

and Butt plugs that can inflate and expand. Some Butt plugs are specifically designed for

men and stimulate the prostate. Others are manufactured with long hair or simulated 

animal tails attached to the base for use in human pony play or kitten play or other animal

fantasy role play.

Butt plugs can be moved in or out for pleasure, for this type of activity ribbed butt plugs

can increase pleasure. They can also be worn continuously ( or be lockable ) for long 

periods of time.

Fetish plugs are Butt plugs that are designed in a way to be unusual, exciting, or unique in 

some way. A Fetish plug is called such because it caters to sexual fetishes. 

Always with any type of Role Playing, Be Safe, Be Sane and Be Consensual .

Trust and Respect your partner ......

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My Submissive Journey..........

 When I kneel for Sir


I am a submissive, I know shocking isn’t it. I have many attributes as a submissive, I smile a lot when I’m happy and I can say things I shouldn’t and do things I shouldn’t when I am being a brat and want to get my own way, or don’t want to do something.

Now as a submissive I have certain rules and rituals that I must follow, I am not owned or collared , but I do have a Dominant that I call Him, Sir. He has laid out a couple rules that I must follow.

Kneeling for Sir is a very submissive posture, it shows that I am humble and vulnerable. By kneeling it also puts the submissive in a position where we can be easily over-powered by the fact that when I am on the ground in my kneeling position it leaves me defenceless.

When I kneel in front of Sir, sometimes I have different feelings, some are of obedience and some are out of over-whelming love and respect. Every time when I kneel, Sir says, good girl or you’re my good girl. These words always invoke a giggle and wiggle of my butt, and I can see the over-flowing love and desire in Sir’s eyes.

Every day I always kneel, when I recite my submissive mantra and when I say my prayer’s and blessings.

When I kneel, at that point I know who I am, I know what I am, and I know the importance of my roll. I know of the powerful feeling ti gives to my Dominant, It shows that I serve Him and the depth of my submission and the depth of what I give to Him

Here’s a few more thoughts on kneeling  : (this part I found from a Dominant John B********)
In the context of BDSM, kneeling is a fairly standard position for many submissive’s and is common theme in BDSM imagery and practice. Within a BDSM encounter kneeling may be employed in the scene for any number of reasons.
* As an act that shows deference by the submissive to their Dominant.
* The posture is one that many submissive feel at ease in and naturally want to adopt.
* In a public environment such as a fetish club or play party , it is a very public demonstration of submission. It can be adopted voluntarily by the sub as an act of submission or imposed on them by the Master or Mistress as an act of control.
* It can be used at the start of a scene as an aid to getting into the right headspace. Before the start of a scene the sub is sent to kneel in the room or space that the scene will take place in and await their Master/Mistress. The act of submission will give them time to contemplate what is to take place and to provide separation between the emotions of the real world and those of the scene.
* In BDSM play the act of kneeling can also be used to objectify the submissive and to reduce their status to that of an item of furniture such as a footstool or seat for the Dominant. This application of kneeling shares elements that are common to forniphilia.
* A woman kneeling in front of a man is well placed to perform oral sex on him, or to be mouth used by the Dominant.

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My Submissive Journey.............

                                    What makes submission special  !

                      Submission is a very special gift  for a Dominant to receive from His

                      submissive and it is also very special for the submissive, who is giving

                     her submission to her Dominant.

                    Kneeling in front of her Dominant, show Him, her submission to Him !!

For me to submit to my Dominant was hard at first and over time it has

got easier and easier,  now He has my submission again.

I know I am special to my Dominant, not only that He told me, but

also that He chose me.

When \i do kneel before my Dominant, even without Him asking for me

to do it, and when He places His fingers through my hair, I can feel the

love in His touch and caress.

I as His submissive (slave) have become somewhat disrupted in my

happiness and contentment in my submission with my Dominant. He has

decided to bring into our dynamic relationship,  two new submissive's, that

I now have to share with them, my Dominant.. This has caused confusion

for me because I believed and was told that I was special to my Dominant.

So why ? Has He now brought in two new submissive's and in which my

Dominant knew that I don't like to share my Dominant with any other

submissive's, and that I am not a polygamist.

Now that I have gotten a little more used of it and not acting out as

much, trying to get His attention and in letting Him know that I am

not as happy and content as I was before, and we still have our private

times together alone.

The struggle still continues and another element has been added to the

mixture...................

Find Him a new submissive for Him to play with..........

Where does that leave me ????????

I don't feel special anymore.............

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My Submissive Journey..........

                                While working through my submissive journey, I learned

                                the eight standing positions and was rewarded with my

                               certificate. I am so proud of myself, and proud for being given 

                               the privilege to learn them. Along with my kneeling positions

                              I practice one of each every day. This helps me to keeping my

                              mindset on my submissiveness and my submission.

I give to Sir I**** flawed as I am,

Being Sir I****'s submissive slave,

what should I do, but tenderly submit.

I will follow Sir I****, if He'll guide

this lost lamb.

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My submissive plants......

                                My plants are growing quite nice as you can see !!

                                Sad to say that I did lose one, just could not survive

                               and grow, it got some kind of plant bug that destroyed

                               the root systems and slowly they wilted and died.......

                               The rest of my plants are doing great and thriving and

                               love the sun shine when it decides to shine and cheer

                               us submissive's all up.......hehehehe 

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My submissive plants

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                         My submissive plants are doing quite well and thriving !!

                         I look after them as best as I can and water them weekly.

                                                   The pineapple plants are doing good 

                                           growing taller and stronger, they look good.

                                                   The Mango plant, the bright leaf plant

                                           has grown so tall and the leaves are large and

                                           it is so healthy...........

As for the green leaf one in the blue pot, this one

needs to be planted in a bigger planter.

These two are just doing great, they get trimmed

when the planter gets too full.....

As for the two back plants, they did not survive

while I was away and the person watering them

felt so bad, but I told her that it was completely

okay and I had no regrets.

They served their time.......

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My Submissive Journey

             


                         In my submissive journey I have learned  the ten

                         basic submissive kneeling positions.

                        

                         

I am a proud submissive to have mastered these different

kneeling positions and received my certificate 

I continue to practice these kneeling positions

every week to stay on top of them so they come

to be a part of my daily submissive journey. 

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