Submissive Training Course
Yellow Day 04/30
Your Submissive Feeling
What you will need to complete lesson today !
Paper and Pen
The first thing is to accept that there's nothing wrong with wanting to
feel or be more submissive.
A submissive wants a Dominant to be strong and to protect and watch
over her. She wants to be able to relax in the safety of His arms and the
world that He creates for her.
Wanting to be submissive for someone new is intriguing, yet frightening
to vanillas, you are not alone, and yet you are not weird. There are lots
of others just like you.
How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be
submissive ? We covered a lot of this on day 2 of the yellow course.
As a submissive only I know how I identify myself, and no one
can answer this question for me. So I know I'm submissive by
the way I feel when serving the desires, pleasures of a Dominant,
or even a vanilla male partner. Their happiness is my pleasure.
I feel the happiest when I'm doing what my partner wishes and
I submit to His will.
How do you know when you are feeling submissive ?
I feel submissive all the time. Even when I'm not with a Dominant
or in a relationship, I still do my submissive rituals and tasks,
just because you're not in a relationship, your rituals and tasks
still continue and help you with staying in the mindset of submission.
You might feel like going into complete submission to your Dominant,
where He controls every aspect of your life or maybe you only want to
be submissive in certain ways or at certain times again, it's important to
come to terms with this being something that's completely normal.
What happens if you wake up one day and you don't feel like submitting ?
I believe I would have to be really sick or be pushed way beyond
my limits and ability. Or as in one case my Sir completely made me
feel that I wasn't loved or respected,I had to say stop and withdrew
my submission. I was made to feel as a disgusting human being
and my desires, needs, etc were never met by my Sir.
Is this the first time that your experiencing being a submissive ?
No this is not my first experience as a submissive. I have been in
a few relationships where submitting to my partner's will and wishes
and desires.
How do you feel about wanting to be a submissive ?
It is not about wanting to be a submissive. I am a submissive and I
have always felt pleasure when serving and pleasing my partner. I
prefer to serve a Dominant than someone vanilla. The connection
between a submissive and a Dominant is what fulfills my desires.
Being a submissive and feeling submissive does not mean you are weak,
it actually means you are strong most of the time. How do you feel when
you express your submission ?
I feel more empowered about my submission to a Dominant, since
now that I have a better understanding of it and from my experiences
of what it truly means to give a Dominant your submission and He
gives me back Love, Respect, Trust, Honor, Protection, Communication,
placing me as His most precious possession above anyone else.
Do you enjoy the commands ? Do they make you feel more submissive ?
When I stop and think about commands, yes I do, they give me
structure and discipline. I enjoy a daily routine and they help me
stay focused.
As a submissive, what do you especially like for your Dominant to do ?
When He uses just His fingers, hands & lips. I love how He can tease,
tantalize, excite with His fingers exploring, caressing, His lips touching,
my skin torching it as He goes all over me. His hands tapping, lightly,
when His hands smack across my ass cheeks, all driving me and
arousing me with sensations running through my body, sending me to
want more and more and more of Him.
Do you enjoy the toys ? How about the cuffs, is there something about feeling
the restraints on you that feel reassuring, safe and submissive ?
The toys that I have experienced so far, yes I do enjoy them..... as for
the cuffs or restraints they reassure me that I am in safe hands with
my Dominant.
A Dominant's words of approval can cause you as a submissive to beam
brightly for weeks. Do you enjoy wearing your wrist collar for the courses ?
Yes I do very much. It reminds me I'm in submission throughout these
training courses.
Do you feel more submissive when your Dominant is slipping His collar
around your neck ? Usually this never fails to take a submissive to a
special place of submission.
Sad to say that I truly don't know that feeling. I have not been collared
so I can't say what it could truly feel like. So why has this question
brought tears to my eyes. I guess I do miss what that does feel like, or
having a Dominant that cared that much for me as His submissive. This
has kind of hit me right in the heart, that is why it brought on tears.
Have you ever had to remove it and if so how did that make you feel as
a submissive ?
I know with the training wrist collar, that when I remove it for bathing that
I get this feeling that I am naked, missing something that is part of me.
As for a real Dominant's collar, sadly I don't know that feeling but I am
sure that I would feel sort of lost without it on.
Different play scenes will produce different emotions. Part of your submissive
feeling of being taken care of by your Dominant is by knowing that you have
certain rules and limits.
Master Jamy
Today's to do list :
1. Answer all the questions and write about it in your discussion section and
send them to you training Dominant.
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Your Submissive Feeling Discussion Day 04/30 Yellow
We already had covered this part on how do you know you have
potential to be or you are submissive ? So now let's ask this : How do you
know when you are feeling submissive ? Let's take a look at this, do you
feel like going into complete submission where you Dominant controls every
aspect of your life or maybe be submissive in certain ways or certain times.
It is important to come to terms with this being something that's completely
normal.
A submissive wants a dominant to be strong, to protect and to watch
over her. She wants to be able to relax in the safety of His arms and the
world He creates for her and around her.
I have submitted and been in submission to Dominants that I was in a
relationship with, but as I was recently told by a Dominant that if I was not
collared by that Dominant, I wasn't His submissive. Someday in this
submissive's future, she might get lucky and find her ideal Dominant and
wear His collar.
You may ask what is this submissive's ideal Dominant ----- He is a male
Dominant counterpart --- and don't misunderstand me in what that means.
In this context, a Dominant Male, does not mean he is domineering.
Dominant, means He is on a mission to help me be the best me, I can be.
There is no degrading, or debasing, or humiliation. There is guidance, love,
understanding, compassion, empathy and most of all, an understand He
want the best for me. He wants me to grow, mature, evolve, in all aspects
of my life; mental, physical, spiritual and emotional. If this submissive
could be given this kind of Dominant male, the love I'd feel for Him, would
in itself, make me a far better submissive and person.
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This and all of my submissive lesson are all being updated as I
go through them. Since doing these lessons my
knowledge and growth along with experiences
have changed some since I first did these lessons.
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