My submissive journey................

                                   My submissive journey from the 7th - 13th September.


                                This week I learned some things about showing off your positions
                        with doing all of my 10 kneeling positions and with my 8 standing
                        positions. I have not been practicing in doing my kneeling and standing
                        positions as I should have been doing. I felt a little out of practice while
                        doing some of them for my lesson this past week and decided I need to do
                        one kneeling and one standing positions everyday for at least 5 minutes
                        each, so that they become second nature for me to do.

In the BDSM culture the art of kneeling before another not only

indicated reverence, respect and submission to another person

it is also a sign of Obedience, Humility and Strength. It depicts

a stature and dynamics to kneel at the feet of your Dominant to

honor their superior position in your life.It can be also empowering

to both sides, to offer oneself to another and indeed to be accepted

is very rewarding. It is how one expresses themselves for inspection

and or adoration or even use.

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I also learned a new command , Hair command.

The submissive stands with her feet flat on the floor and bows gracefully 

at the waist, so that her hair might fall forwards for display, or to be 

shorn, seized, or used for any purpose that the Dominant desires.

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This past week has been a struggle for me in my submission and I've

been struggling with  my depression. I have learned some 

information about my last Sir and I realize now that one of

His other submissive's , that I have never met, seen, or even knew

of before, that someone could hate you so much that they send 

information and pictures of Sir and an accident scene and inform

that Sir was killed,  and you believe that He has been killed

 and now to learn Sir is still alive.

I've never felt this kind of hatred before and it is tearing me apart.

So this week I am really fighting with my submission and depression

and at times it gets hard to focus on my lessons.

I am a proud submissive and proud of myself and who I am....

A submissive 👄👄

I will overcome this somehow and move forwards.

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