My Submissive Journey

                             
                                          Today was the hardest day of my submissive and

                    submission journey. I was in a relationship that was completely

                   a one sided relationship. I was taught that Trust, Respect, and

                  Honesty, open Communication, were what was needed in a 

                 relationship from both the Master and the submissive/slave. Also

                 that the relationship needed to be Safe, Sane and Consensual.

I tried to have an open and honest communication with my 

Master, about respecting my desires. Throughout the conversation

I was told to stop being insolent and just comply with His demands.

I was not given any instructions as on how to serve my Master, except

for two pictures daily and to find a submissive daughter for me to direct

and to give to Master for a play toy. These were the only instructions that

I was given for almost a year and then He decided that I needed to loose

some weight. My only weight problem was I had a bit of a belly from stopping 

smoking and the weight to my middle section. But Master before said I was

beautiful even with the belly and I was not to question his remarks. But then

yesterday, that demanding words of " that belly has to go completely, clear cunt ".

Those words cut me like a knife coming from Master's mouth and I felt that I was

no longer beautiful anymore in His eyes. We were together for 15 months and 

throughout this time, I was not given any rules, no guidance, no training, and 

no affection.  Always being punished and I'm not a mind reader, I was just

a warm body for His pleasure, and never for mine. 

So today I made the hardest decision in my submissive life to say 

Goodbye to Master and letting Him know that I needed a Master that was

willing to teach, to train, to play, to guide, to protect, to love, to honor, to respect,

to discipline, to make me the best submissive that I could be a proud and 

adored  partner to train in all the ways that He wanted to be pleasured with.

And then I said, I am sorry that I have not met your expectations and for that

I  am sorry. But with respect I decline my submission to you Master. 

With all my love, honor, trust, respect Goodbye.

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