My Submission this past week
submission. I was Evacuated from my home because of the high flood waters
in the valley. I have never seen the rivers , creeks, and lakes this high. It is said
that they will continue to increase with the warm weather and all of the snow
pack up high in the mountains still needs to come down.
Being evacuated without having much time to gather things and take them out
of harms way and to leave them there was hard on my submissive spirit.
I found myself a little lost with all of the confusion and with so many other
people thrown into the mixture. People I did not know and with having no Sir
around to help me feel safe and loved. So I did what I knew and that going
to the cabin in the mountains on the one side of the valley to where there has
been no problems of mud slides and creeks washing out and running over it's
banks. It seems to be a problem on the East side of the valley where in 2015
the forest fires had burnt so much of the hill sides and was burning for over
two months.
Being without a Sir to make me feel safer, I had to do everything for myself.
I had to stop and think on some of the things and I had to do all the work that
was needed to gather wood for the fire. I ran out of propane, so I had to use the
fire pit for all of my cooking. There was no electricity there, and had to fill up
the lantern's with oil, so I could have some light in the cabin at night. The night
time was the worst. I don't like the darkness of night, especially in the mountains
and being alone, you hear everything that makes a noise.
Being without a Sir, this submissive has been learning that she is strong and
also that she can continue on, until she may find another Dominant that
can make her feel that He is where she belongs to be.
For now I will continue to struggle with my submission, since I have no Dominant
of my own.
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