My Submissive Journey

                                            April 30 ---- May 4th

                  This week I find it hard to focus on my
                   submission, I feel like  I'm sliding away.
                  I have four submissive friends that do help
                   me with all the things going on.



                   My submission with Sir Imran is hard for me
                   to focus on being a submissive. I have not
                   ha   a video call from Master and things
                   between  us just feel different. I want
                   instruction fro  my Master, but He is not into
                   training or instructing me. I know He care for
                   me or why  would He requested for me to
                   come back to Him.

I'm not able to have choices or give my opinion.
Every time I try , I'm told to stop being insolent
and to submit and obey.

He calls me a cunt, every day, in every text or
message, even through Facebook messages. It
feels like it is eating at my submissive spirit and
I feel like I'm slowly dying.

Submission I find lately is hard and it is so much
differently that what I was taught.

                    I was taught that it was about TRUST,
                    Trusting your Master to be able to take
                    you to new heights but to never hurt or
                    push beyond your limits.



                    I was taught that it was about
                    RESPECT. Respect goes both ways in
                    the relationship.
                    It is hard to trust each other if you
                    don't  have respect for your submissive
                    or even your Master.









                                                                             
                  Yes the picture is correct !!!!
                   In submission there is supposed to be
                   freedom for the submissive.

                   While in Domination there is supposed to be
                   responsibility towards the submissive.

                   But in all of that, there is to be LOVE.








                                The Master says come take my hand
                            and I will lead you, instruct you, guide
                            you. I will discipline you also and I will
                            Honor, Trust, Respect, Love, and with
                            open communication.
                    


                            This has just been a hard week for me
                            as a submissive that is loosing herself
                            in depression that her Master does not
                            try at all to get to know what she like,
                            or dislikes.

                             I have been with my Master for just
                             over a year now and in all that time
                            we know hardly nothing about each
                            other and every question I ask is never
                            answered. He gave me one new insight
                           into this D/s relationship of ours that I am

                            there to pleasure Him and that should be my only concern.
                            Nothing else matters.....you are my cunt and your here for my pleasure
                             and for you to give me what I want. Clear, Cunt !!

Yes Master, that is clear...............

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