My Submissive Journey.............

                                    What makes submission special  !

                      Submission is a very special gift  for a Dominant to receive from His

                      submissive and it is also very special for the submissive, who is giving

                     her submission to her Dominant.

                    Kneeling in front of her Dominant, show Him, her submission to Him !!

For me to submit to my Dominant was hard at first and over time it has

got easier and easier,  now He has my submission again.

I know I am special to my Dominant, not only that He told me, but

also that He chose me.

When \i do kneel before my Dominant, even without Him asking for me

to do it, and when He places His fingers through my hair, I can feel the

love in His touch and caress.

I as His submissive (slave) have become somewhat disrupted in my

happiness and contentment in my submission with my Dominant. He has

decided to bring into our dynamic relationship,  two new submissive's, that

I now have to share with them, my Dominant.. This has caused confusion

for me because I believed and was told that I was special to my Dominant.

So why ? Has He now brought in two new submissive's and in which my

Dominant knew that I don't like to share my Dominant with any other

submissive's, and that I am not a polygamist.

Now that I have gotten a little more used of it and not acting out as

much, trying to get His attention and in letting Him know that I am

not as happy and content as I was before, and we still have our private

times together alone.

The struggle still continues and another element has been added to the

mixture...................

Find Him a new submissive for Him to play with..........

Where does that leave me ????????

I don't feel special anymore.............

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My Submissive Journey..........

                                While working through my submissive journey, I learned

                                the eight standing positions and was rewarded with my

                               certificate. I am so proud of myself, and proud for being given 

                               the privilege to learn them. Along with my kneeling positions

                              I practice one of each every day. This helps me to keeping my

                              mindset on my submissiveness and my submission.

I give to Sir I**** flawed as I am,

Being Sir I****'s submissive slave,

what should I do, but tenderly submit.

I will follow Sir I****, if He'll guide

this lost lamb.

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My submissive plants......

                                My plants are growing quite nice as you can see !!

                                Sad to say that I did lose one, just could not survive

                               and grow, it got some kind of plant bug that destroyed

                               the root systems and slowly they wilted and died.......

                               The rest of my plants are doing great and thriving and

                               love the sun shine when it decides to shine and cheer

                               us submissive's all up.......hehehehe 

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My submissive plants

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                         My submissive plants are doing quite well and thriving !!

                         I look after them as best as I can and water them weekly.

                                                   The pineapple plants are doing good 

                                           growing taller and stronger, they look good.

                                                   The Mango plant, the bright leaf plant

                                           has grown so tall and the leaves are large and

                                           it is so healthy...........

As for the green leaf one in the blue pot, this one

needs to be planted in a bigger planter.

These two are just doing great, they get trimmed

when the planter gets too full.....

As for the two back plants, they did not survive

while I was away and the person watering them

felt so bad, but I told her that it was completely

okay and I had no regrets.

They served their time.......

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My Submissive Journey

             


                         In my submissive journey I have learned  the ten

                         basic submissive kneeling positions.

                        

                         

I am a proud submissive to have mastered these different

kneeling positions and received my certificate 

I continue to practice these kneeling positions

every week to stay on top of them so they come

to be a part of my daily submissive journey. 

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My submissive plants

   



                                         Good Afternoon to all my sister submissive's and

                        to all the Dominants and Mistresses, I wish you all a very Blessed

                        Day.


                                       My submissive plants are growing big and strong and I

                       wish and pray they are a reflection of my submissiveness and my

                       submissive nature to grow stronger  and better in the knowledge of

                       my service  and submission.

They are growing big and strong.

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My submissive Journey

                                  

                        This last week, my journey and submission have

     been a little hard for me. But I am getting better and stronger.

     And my first Mantra was like this :

              I am a happy focused submissive consciously being

                            productive in my submission.

              Today I thought I would write myself a new Mantra, since

     I'm not the same submissive as I was with my Dominant and 

     now that I am without a Dominant at this time, I thought that a

     new Mantra would help with my submission, while I wait for a 

     new Dominant or my Dominant and I get can mend and fix what

     I caused and maybe just give my submissive spirit a lift that it

     needs.


                                  My New submissive Mantra


             I am an unattached submissive focusing consciously on 

             improving her skills and productively training with  her

                                           submission.

Within

Just hurt, sad and quiet

to serve and please

submissive's prayer

Know your place !!

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My submissive plants

                                       Even with the cold weather my submissive

                                       plants are growing. I gave them some plant

                                       food and now they should do better. They

                                       the light from the windows, when the sun

                                      does get to shine in.

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My Submissive Journey

Being submissive and submitting to someone takes self-discipline,
willpower, motivation and the acceptance to move forward when not
succeeding. You can’t get in your own way. You need to be able to move
forward from the past. It is important to grow and move forward when
making mistakes. Don’t let it define you. Understand why you made the
mistake, and how to do better. If you have an attitude, understand it,
change it and don’t let it continue. You have to work through your things,
in order to move forward. Put your focus on your Dominant, and strive for
succeeding with your own unique submission to Him/Her.

What kinds of things do we look for in our Dominant partner? The first thing
is a connection. A sexual spark is important, to ignite and bring passion to
the relationship. But, a mental connection is even more so important. The
feeling that makes your mind wander to all sorts of delicious places, as well
as the feeling in our heart. The one that says, he is what i am looking for and
i will submit- to grow, learn, and be loved. He is the one that will earn my
submission. I choose him, and know that he accepts and wants to be my
Dominant/Master. When this connection is felt, it is mutual. The next thing
is trust, communication, respect. These are nonnegotiable, and should be in
place with both people in any relationship. They are the foundation. The
relationship will bloom and grow over time. Kinks and fetishes are good to
have in common and have similarities in the things both people enjoy. But
they may change over time. When exploring, things may be realized that are
either liked or disliked by the person. You open these doors together, and
find out about each other.

Submission opens the heart and mind. When submitting to a Master who
understands and cares for his submissive. We feel protected, and taken
care of-knowing that he knows what is best for us. Giving Master control,
and trusting what he chooses for us. Finding release and freedom in
submission. There is great love and trust in submitting to Master. The love
overwhelms me so much knowing that he is the most important person to me,
Master. As time progresses, the relationship grows deeper, and the love
becomes stronger. Submission is a need. Accepting discipline, knowledge,
learning and being needed.

We bare our body in submission, but also our soul and heart. We are seen
naked, and our hearts are vulnerable.

I borrowed this from the BDSM Beginners Guide website .

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My Submissive Plants....

                                  Some of my submissive plants did not like the cold

                               by the windows, so they needed to be moved away from

                              the windows.  I love them all...................

The Mango plant, the one with the bright

green leaves is doing so good. The

other one is the Pineapple plant.

It just keeps growing thicker and higher.

The Mango and Pineapple Plants.

These are the plants that did not like the cold by

the windows, doing better now since moved.

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