My Submissive Journey.............

                                    What makes submission special  !

                      Submission is a very special gift  for a Dominant to receive from His

                      submissive and it is also very special for the submissive, who is giving

                     her submission to her Dominant.

                    Kneeling in front of her Dominant, show Him, her submission to Him !!

For me to submit to my Dominant was hard at first and over time it has

got easier and easier,  now He has my submission again.

I know I am special to my Dominant, not only that He told me, but

also that He chose me.

When \i do kneel before my Dominant, even without Him asking for me

to do it, and when He places His fingers through my hair, I can feel the

love in His touch and caress.

I as His submissive (slave) have become somewhat disrupted in my

happiness and contentment in my submission with my Dominant. He has

decided to bring into our dynamic relationship,  two new submissive's, that

I now have to share with them, my Dominant.. This has caused confusion

for me because I believed and was told that I was special to my Dominant.

So why ? Has He now brought in two new submissive's and in which my

Dominant knew that I don't like to share my Dominant with any other

submissive's, and that I am not a polygamist.

Now that I have gotten a little more used of it and not acting out as

much, trying to get His attention and in letting Him know that I am

not as happy and content as I was before, and we still have our private

times together alone.

The struggle still continues and another element has been added to the

mixture...................

Find Him a new submissive for Him to play with..........

Where does that leave me ????????

I don't feel special anymore.............

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