This has been a very interesting week for this submissive.
First of all I have found that I feel happier and more control
of my emotions. I can even concentrated better and with all
of the help from the couple from Australia that they gave me
ideas and suggestions that can help me with my submission,
calming my mind, so that I can stay more in tune with my
submissive mindset. Then there is the morning/evening
meditations to empty my mind go ahead with my day in a
better feeling and I find that I feel so much more submissive.
Second I was informed that a friend of my childhood girlfriend
and myself, that we lost a friend. He was taken from this earth
to soon, since he was too young . He had so much life to still live.
We never know when it is our time to go home to be with our creator.
The third thing is that I have met two new Dominants through
Social Media and they both seem very nice and asking if
they can be of any help with my goals of submission, calming
my mind, be silent, quiet my thoughts, push my body, show
obedience, learn to earn my pleasure, be healthier, show my
gratitude.................to be a better submissive.
so that one day I may find another Dominant that is willing
to continue training this submissive to better serve Him,
in submission to Him.
But that is down the road, my biggest struggle is learning
to let go and move forwards.
And I will get there, i'm strong, i'm a survivor 💝
Why do I choose to serve ????
Maybe we will discuss that one next time....
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