My Submissive Journey..........

                          My submissive journey for the week of August 24th - 30th.

       
                         This week was a nice and generally active one, not only with my
                     lessons, but also with activities during the week. I feel that I've been
                     able to finally move forwards to my new journey that I've been on
                     for the past two months, since the loss of my Dominant, Sir Imran.
                     I've had a excellent and adventurous  week.

                             
                         A few of the things I learned more about this week were........


                        Thinks that all submissive's should know about and they are :
                     1. Always be respectful and considerate towards everybody, especially
                         your Dominant.  Make your Dominant proud.

                    2. Carrying out orders quickly and efficiently is highly valued.

                    3. Trust your Dominant.  A good Dominant will have a vision in mind for

                         what they want for you and sometimes only they will see or know the 

                         bigger picture.

                    4. Keep an open mind.  Be sure to communicate to your Dominant about 

                        the new things you do like. 

                    5. Pursuing the path of submission is a journey of self-discovery. You will

                        learn a lot about yourself. Embrace it.

                    6. You need to control your emotions and choice of words to excel in 

                         submission.

                    7.  Make sure any and all of your health problems are known to your 

                         Dominant.

                    8. Don't keep issues or negative feelings bottled up inside you. Use proper

                        submissive etiquette and good manners and speak to your Dominant 

                        about your feelings.

                    9. Don't shut down your brain. It comes in handy when serving your

                        Dominant.

                  10. Don't give up when the going gets tough. Find the strength within you.

                  11. Use your safe words if you feel the need.  Safe words are cherished keys

                        of communication between the Dominant and submissive. 

                  12. Keep your attitude positive and glass-half-full, and your experience as a

                        submissive will be more fun and much more rewarding.

                    Something that is rarely discussed about is Aftercare For Dominant's and
                                                                Dom Drop !!!!
                   Do you know what Dom drop is ?  What is Dominant guilt ?  What is
                   Dominant fatigue ?   What do I do if a Dominant needs aftercare ?

                   These were some of the questions that I learned about this week and it was
                   an eye opener for me. Us submissive's think that our Dominant's are all
                   tough and strong and always in control. We forget to remember that they are
                   human too and sometimes they need aftercare just as much as submissive's
                   do and Dom drop. Dom drop is an experience with similar characteristics of
                  depression that occurs after an intense SM scene. It is caused by adrenaline and                                     endorphin crashes after the adrenaline and endorphin spikes that may occur
                  during a scene. The problem is that so little has been written about Dom drop
                  that kinksters don’t recognize it when it occurs, or realize the need for it. One
                  would think that after care is for the bottoms and submissive’s, but it’s also for
                  the tops, sadists and Dominants. Tops go through similarly intense changes in
                  their body chemistry, leading to the potential shock-like emotional and physical
                  crashes. In the case of Dominants and tops consider that you often have been
                  expending a great deal of not only physical energy but mental energy as well,
                  and keeping yourself in check with the responsibilities of your submissive’s
                  state of mind as well as their physical condition. Do not discount the drain this
                  can have on a person both physically and mentally. It is not uncommon for
                  Dominants to find themselves having “Dom drop” without recognizing the
                  symptoms for what they are. It can be manifested in an emotional drop,
                  lethargy as well as physical exhaustion up and above what would be considered
                  “normal” for the type of play involved. It can last a short time or days in the same
                  way that sub-space can have lingering effects.

I learned a new Command " Bara "

                  The submissive lies on her belly, face down and turns her face to the left,

                  she crosses her wrists behind her back, outstretching her legs and crossing

                  her ankles as well. Bara is a binding position. The word Bara is suspected

                  as Gorean word for "belly".

                 This position is used for a variety of reasons, sometimes as punishment. 

After all of the different topics for discussion and learning about,

it was time to write an Essay about My Fantasy. and everyone

has a fantasy that plays out in their head and sometimes

it plays out in their dreams.

This one this submissive will leave you guessing on what it could be !!!!

All in All this submissive had an excellent week 💚

Thank you to everyone that has helped this submissive 

get to this place in her journey,

Content .

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My Submissive Plants - - - - -

                             This week I have been looking after all of my submissive plants.

                             They are all doing so good and this submissive is so excited that

                             a few of her seedlings are starting to sprout and grow.

                                                      Look at all the new growth 😊😊😊

So happy to see one sprout through on Monday 

Tuesday it shoots up fast, since it loves the sun giving 

it warmth to grow.

Then Thursday look at what is poking it's head out

Well there is now two lemon seedlings poking through

and I'm starting to see one of the oranges

starting and getting ready to poke through

I'm a very happy submissive with

all of the new growth of my

submissive plants.

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My Submissive Journey..........

                 

                               This week has been a busy week and I have realized that
                          I have been quite happy this week, and keeping busy with all
                          the new lessons and all.the activities in the neighborhood and
                          community. It was an interesting week with only one very sad
                          note, the loss of a Mentoring Dominant and He will be missed.



                                         A few of the things I was  learning this week.......


                           Preparing your body for a play session with your Dominant 💏
                           There is so much to prepare for and pamper with all the scents.
                           Shaving and making yourself so desirable for your Dominant.

                         Then there was the discussion of should your Dominant withhold
                         information from His submissive.
                         Withholding information from your submissive typically is motivated
                         by two goals : to punish the other person or to maintain the upper hand.
                         This is something to ponder over and discuss with your Dominant.
                         What do you think or feel about your Dominant withholding information
                                                                    from you ???

I completed my 200 days of submission this week and this is what  I did

to celebrate my 200 days of submission. This was so much fun 😊😊

I  was given a new Monthly Task to perform and it is to be done on the

1st of every month and shown to my Dominant.

The new task is Oven & Stove Cleaning.

This submissive is thankful for this task as my stove top and oven 

needed a cleaning......  💦💦

This submissive has had a very good week with all of her studies, learning

some more bits and pieces of herself, that she would like to 

experiment with someday ( with a new Dominant, if god willing).

I am a happy submissive focused consciously being productive

in her submission. 💋💋💋

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My /submissive Plants..................

                                             
     

                               

                        My submissive plants  have been

                        growing good and you can see

                        that some of the leaves are a

                        brighter green, these are the

                       newer leaves. They drop their

                       leaves and some new ones start

                       near where the older ones dropped.







               




                    I took a closer picture of the top plant to

                   show you that it had started growing from

                   the root of the plant and is now popping

                   through the glass rocks .










                    The rest of my submissive plants are doing really good and growing fine

                                           take a look at them 😊😊😊😊😊😊

               
                                                         This last one is some of the seeds that I

                                         have started from the original fruits. They are

                                         Lemon seeds and Orange seeds, and I did six of each

                                         just to make sure that I hopefully get one or two plants

                                                                            of each .........


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My Submissive Journey............

                                This week my submissive journeys have been so much
                                 happier. I am feeling more like myself again and I enjoy
                                working on my submissive lessons and doing the crafts.

                                One of my lessons this week was discussing and learning
                               all about relationships D/s go through in a Long Distance
                               Relationship. This one was more personal for me and I did
                               learn a few things from it.  Since I was in a long distance
                              relationship for a year and a half.  Sadly to say it ended and
                              cannot be brought back, due to a sudden accident Sir was
                              killed. That was very hard to deal with and take as a
                              submissive that had been under His submission for so long.

                             But now I have a new start and a journey that I am looking
                             forward to traveling on.........


                                          One Door Closes Another One Opens

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My submissive Plants.....

                        This week I have been attending to all of my submissive plants,
                     in making sure that they are watered and as good sunlight as possible.
                     While my area here has been covered in smoke from all of the forest
                     fires and makes it quite hard to see anything two miles away. The
                     poor sun has a harder time shining through all of the smoke for the
                     past two weeks. Saturday finally the smoke was blown out of the
                     area from a cool front and given a small shower of rain, then the
                     sun came out to shine again and the plants loved it...

                              I have gathered some of the seeds from lemons and oranges
                     that I use during the weeks and thinking that maybe I should try to and
                     start some lemons and oranges from the seeds. Well I will try and
                     show you next week if I get them started.........


                                        Here are pictures of my plants below...........

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My submissive journey......

                               My submissive / submission journey for August 3 - 9th
                                                   My reflections of my week

 
                                                                     
                               



                    I have had a busy week with studying
                     all about the submissive code of ethics.

                     Where I drafted up my own code of
                    ethics, in which I learned more of myself

                     This code of ethics that I will use towards
                      my next relationship.










                                                                          during my week I had this one
 day that I  so much fun to do....
 I made myself  some submissive
 stones from the lessons that I have
 been  learning  and also through
 life's lessons. This was a day of
 reflection  that brought happy
 memories and also some sad
 memories.    

                                                                       
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                         

This picture is submissive that is crying

 and this has to do with Dacryphilia.

Dacryphilia is a form of paraphilia in 

which one is aroused by the tears or 

sobbing.

This was quite interesting to research

 and theterm covers all forms of 

pleasure from the tears of others.

 The arousal is achieved when viewing

a person in emotional distress.

                   
                                                     
                                                                         





This was my other research project Dollification......

Dollification the process of evolving, mentally and
physically, into a living doll. Individuals who desire
 this process-as well as those who are in the midst
 of the process or have already achieved an end
result-may be described as " dolls", and most desire
as well to be owned.  The parties involved in
dollification are referred to as "Owner and doll ";
this is comparable to a Master / slave  or  Dom / sub
 relationship.









                                I also learned so many new things this week, but I also took some extra
                   time out so that I may go with some of my girl friends to Tampa Florida and have
                   some fun, adventure and even relaxation. It was a much needed change of events
                   for this submissive to unwind her emotions and start a new . This submissive is
                   now in the process of getting through all the grieving of an relationship that came
                   to an end. It has been long and hard for a few weeks but now with the fun trip,
                   this submissive is moving forwards and onwards..............


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My submissive Plants

                           

                             My one submissive plant that was almost dead, is now thriving

                                         and doing great. I am so pleased and happy to see

                                              it sprouting and growing up again. It makes

                                                          my submissive spirit soar .

It looks so good to be growing again......  😊😊

All of my other submissive plants are doing great and I make

sure that they get the water and sunshine that they need to

grow big and strong.  💚💛💜

These submissive plants are Pineapple plants, started like 

the very last one in the glass below. 

And the bright green leafy one is a Mango plant.

These submissive plants are Sansevieria Trifasciata Laurentii

(also know as a Mother-in-law's Tongue) in the glass vase

and Peperomia Magnoliaefolia Plant 

(also know as a Desert Privet )

This submissive plant is a Saintpaulia Ionantha

( also known as an African Violet )

The is my new submissive Pineapple plant that I started

from the top of an Pineapple that I ate.

It needs to be planted in a planter now that is has sprouted

 many good roots

I enjoy looking after all of my submissive plants and I love

having lots of plants around the house, in the gardens 

and  in the house.

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My submissive Journey

                                      My submissive/ submission journey over this past week

                      has been quite hard dealing with and this submissive is finding it gets

                     a little lonely without a Dominant having control over me and guiding

                    me. I have found it hard in my submission to fully do all of my submissive

                   daily and weekly rituals. Like getting into my kneeling position and calming

                   myself down and finding my submissive mindset throughout all of my grief.

This week I started again in my submissive courses, I figured that they should

help me find my submissive spirit again and help with putting this

submissive back together again, with all the help from my

submissive sisters and the Dominants that I know

who are like mentors for me to turn to 

when I need help and advice.

They are here to help......

They are kind and open.......

So I have been struggling in my submission and now is time

for this submissive to start looking after herself,

by making a new mantra and doing it daily,

by meditating in her kneeling position

and bringing her submissive spirit

back  to the surface open and free.......

In her submission...

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